i was having having a conversation during the late night hours with one of my Foxholers,
who happens to have paid many of our favorite attentionistios for sex.
tbh,
the lives of the “gay for pay” attentionistos is interesting to me.

Straight males who put a fight but with the right amount,
will allow any male to play with their bodies for a couple hours.
Many of the ones who were annoyed with me for even posting them.

this particular Foxholer lets these attentionistos know up front that he WILL be topping them.
from the “straight” attentionistos he has topped,
especially the ones who have been homophobic AF on socials,
i had a question that continues to be on my mind…

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Legs and thighs.

it’s why i love justin slayer’s movies so much.
he was the first (and only?) 00s straight porn wolves i liked watching.
tbh,
as amazing as his stroke resume was,
i loved watching his lower half in action.
he knew all the power was in the legs and thighs,
while makin’ sure to twerk that big tail of his.

Sidebar: someone said males twerk while having sex and I can’t un-think it.

i’ve heard many gay males only want to see gay males smash.

I don’t discriminate on who gets me off in that moment.

the sexier; the better.
even though there was a lot of talking,
i could not stop looking at…

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the following gives a new meaning to the late bernie mac‘s joke on the kings of comedy:

“Let me get some milk and cookies”

regardless of calling each other girls all day,
gay males are still males at the end of the day.
straights love to think they different but we have the same wiring.
this comment made sense to me:

the straights can’t say certain things to some gays without the 90s porn music going off,
especially this…

what if i fonted you that you could have any attentionisto that you wanted?
even if that attentionisto yell to the mountain tops that they are straight?
or the ones who were soooooooooo offended that i posted them on The Foxhole?
i’m sure many of The Foxholers are like “feed me the juice“.
others probably don’t believe and that’s fine.
i’ve learned that it’s actually quite easy but like everything,
it comes with a price.
i have been inside the soft underbelly of the “gay for pay” but straight attentionistos.
Foxhole…

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i have to font this…

Give yourself props if you went after a male that claimed they were “straight”.

not because its DL shit but because you followed your instincts.
not only that,
you went after what you wanted and got it.
give yourself props for that.
you did something that many want to do.
they are paying for 2 second clips; you got the real thing.
some of you have bagged some of the sexiest off social media.
ya’ll have shown me pics,
texts,
and videos and i always ask myself…

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I tried to be kind.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be a friend.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be straight.
Didn’t work.
I tried to be gay.
Didn’t work.
I will always be a fox trapped in a cage.

 i learned very early that i will always be “a problem“.
i will always be picked apart and told to be like others to succeed.
others get to speak up for themselves but when i do it:

i was taught that i am the issue.
if i was just like all the other boys,
i’d be better.
i’d get to live a great life.
i would get all the likes and the comments.
i would be invited first.
i wouldn’t get talked about behind my back ever.
so what did i do?..

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