i only left my crib to go get a haircut and do laundry.
if i could have,
i would have spent the entire weekend in my cave.
lights off.
phone off.
“leave me alone”.
i have cried,
prayed,
and slept.
not entirely in that order.
have you ever been so depressed that you didn’t know what to do?
like if your life ended at that moment,
you might actually do a cart wheel into the light.
well thats how i felt all week.
i felt like a keyshia cole album.
last week was bad.
pretty bad.
i was/am/kinda/i dunno low-key depressed…
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my boss was in meetings all day.
my liar liar was not in the office.
my mind was somewhere else today.
i felt sad or something.
its the process…
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i broke ( x my path ).
i ended up…
releasing…
and exploded all over myself earlier.
i feel so disappointed with myself foxhole.
i was really trying hard to focus.
ugh.
i will say i was so spiritually connected tho.
i’m going to try again starting tomorrow for monday.

god has a funny sense of humor.
he can also be SUCCCCHHH an asshole as well.
god,
the universe,
or whatever you believe in.
“your prototype” will be placed in your life.
your “straight” prototype.
well maybe.
he hooked,
lined,
and reeled you in with “something”.
its not like we have a lot of choices within this world.
this life we live isn’t exactly a dating mecca.
we aren’t vixens where they can get it easier.
we have to cross our fingers on hook ups and fast life styles.
ultimately between the random booty calls,
this “prototype” still has a special place in your heart.
even if you only see him for a few seconds,
it feels like a million moments.
yes my friend.
you crushed with your emotions.
the most dangerous way to “crush”.
i had to wonder…

…and how exactly do you stop that?
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so I’ve got good news and bad news.
I’ll start with the bad news first…
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okay how healthy does he look here?
oh hakeem…
err…
i mean chris.
confused him with ( x this one ) for a second.
why must these things happen to you?
well that was chris in court today.
again.
yes.
again.
he was back in court because they revoked his probation.
the foxwire got the full scoop from tmz and well…
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