i came the the conclusion recently:

I don’t like smoking weed

confession: i did because everyone around me did.
tv and music always makes it seems so amazing,
yet i never have those experiences.
every time i smoked,
i always ended up:

…paranoid af
…with every thought in my head enhanced
… a horrible depression the next day

alcohol loosens me up,
but weed is actually a downer for me.
the last time i smoked (which was last year for a r&b/birthday party),
i felt like i could pick up on everyone’s energy tho.
i felt intensely psychic af.
that’s a whole nother story.
they say weed is the gateway drug use to harder drugs.
i can believe it.
i saw this video on twitter that broke my heart.
it was the stages of drug use with this one vixen and well…

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today,
since it’s nice af in new yawk,
everyone is outside without a mask on.
rona be damned!
not me, said i.
folks won’t take it serious until someone they loves passes on.
like my co-worker i mentioned in a few entries past,
imagine losing two family members in one week.
a mother,
who tested positive for the rona,
is mourning the loss of her son and husband via “news4sanantonio“…

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ya know,
we don’t realize how much we are blessed.
yeah,
shit sucks right now,
but things could be so much worse.
trust me,
i can be the biggest drama fox at times,
but i get it.
so i was talking to an ex-co worker tonight.
i don’t know if i mentioned it,
but she lost her cousin to the rona a few couple ago.
well she had another family member who got the rona as well…
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any cough,
sneeze,
or body ache and we start thinking we have the rona.
i’ve had a dry cough for the last few weeks and been in a constant panic.
bad enough that i need juice and other items,
but i’m so scared to leave my crib.
i don’t think many people took the rona seriously.
they thought it was some passing fancy.

Nah,
this is some real shit and it’s getting worse

israel carreras attended the annual “white party” which is held in miami.
he ended up catching the rona and well…

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the rona is trying taking everyone out.
even though we are currently in isolation,
some folks have realized they caught it.
prince charles just got it and:

I tested positive for COVID19. I believe I got it while on a trip to NYC at the beginning of the month for the Brooklyn Nets Pride night game. I had my first symptoms on Wed Mar 11. Terrible headache. A few days later I had a fever and then the cough.

— Jason Collins (@jasoncollins98) March 24, 2020

a few baller wolves have gotten it.
 someone special to karl anthony towns,
who plays for the timberwolves,
is in a coma due to the rona.
this is what he put up on his ig…

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some males are fuckin sick out here.
sick af.
i don’t know why they think vixens like cat calling.
that shit is so degrading and gets them ignored on the daily.
back in the day,
i remember asking a vixen about cute males who tried to holla at her on the street,
especially from cars.
as a young and immature fox who thought that kind of attention was validating,
only because i yearned for male attention like that,
i might have been flattered by the acknowledgment.
she politely said to me:

“I am not a hooker.
You will get out that car and come speak to me.”

i know one vixen who had her earphones pulled out her ears from an aggressive male.
she cursed his ass out on the train,
but what if that didn’t go like that?
it’s scary af to think.
well ruth george didn’t respond to a hyena’s cat calls.
she is dead.
this is the story via “chicago sun times“…

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