What happens when you realize you’ve been the superhero in everyone else’s story,
yet your own plot feels a little…
un-heroic?

i made a mistake.
a big one.
after days of feeling so low,
it hit me like a lightning bolt…

“I think you should have him dry hump you.
To feel that body on top of you even if you don’t want to get penetrated.
At least,
add that to the session.”

when i fonted that to a Foxholer,
one who was paying for sex work with a “straight but gay for pay” attentionisto…

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there are Foxholers who have stood by my side since the beginning.
many of them have picked up pom poms and cheered when i couldn’t.
they have been with me during the good and the bad.
i started a patreon and they signed up just to show their support.
that means a lot.

I continue to create content for them.
Even if it’s only 20 people,
you give those 20 people a hell of a show.

they have stood by my side since i started this platform.
when people talk about albums that got them through difficult times:

Foxholers have told me that I got them through hard times.

like,
that’s a blessing i have tremendous gratitude for.
this is acceptance of my own power comes in…

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Many of us don’t realize what a shift in power dynamics looks like.
One minute are on top and the next,
we are on the bottom and hurting because of it.

 i finally had my “a-ha” moment.
the foxhole taught me what that looks like.
so i’m gonna be 100 with you:

Many of my Foxholers are smashing/have smashed many of the males we lust after.
Allegedly.

from attentionistos to the “straight” personal trainers.
i’ve seen me the sex clips,
the “after sex” pictures,
and the “oh so he isn’t straight” messages.
allegedly.
there is a common theme when i font to some of ya’ll…

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sex is much about power than it is pleasure.
if you already know this,
you are two steps ahead of the game.
this is why they say pussy is power,
but i beg to differ.

YOU are power depending on who you are.

i have seen males bring down vixens and gay males bring down other males,
especially the dl ones.
its all about the sexual power that you have and what you can do with it.
its about knowing you are IT and anyone should be glad to be with you.
lets font about that power when it cums to sex…

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this might get me dragged…
i often look at gays whose sole purpose is to “take down wolves (tops)“,
wolves being the dominant rather than submissive fox (bottom),
as being weaker males who desperately seek power.

“Well he wasn’t a top with me last night.”

like,
do you want an award or medal of honor for this?
i don’t brag about a wolf dominating me and loved my good stuff.
it’s the same with other sexuality and their views of sex.

“I still beat.”

it’s no shocker that people want power.
it’s also not a shocker people want power because they’re weaker.
most rap vixens teach vixens and gay males how to change the power dynamic with males,
but end up settling and having kids with bottom of the barrel trash.
gay and bi males,
who are usually treated so terribly by society,
tend to reclaim our power in sex and dominance.
if you notice,
being a fox (bottom) is degrading,
but being a top (wolf) is the highest honor you can have.
even if its an illusion.
that doesn’t make us any more or less damaged while doing it.
a foxholer sent me a screen shot that i was stewing in for the week.
i was in a pot with the collards and the seasonings over this…

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