pause

i love putting dudes in all kinds of positions, no diddy

pause.
i love when a “straight” male is knee deep in flirting with my gay ass,
he is revealing his true colors as he speaks,
and then he hits me with a “pause“.

pause in the black community is like insurance for your straightness.
all of your sus shit is excused as long as you say pause at the end of a sentence.

~~It’s like some Christians who think their slates are wiped clean at the altar every Sunday.~~

i don’t know which year that pause came out but in 2024,
the phrase for straight protection are changing to…

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cam’ron didn’t see creed cause something was too fem for him

i’m kinda ashamed to font this but:

I started wearing pink when I saw Cam’ron wear this iconic pink outfit.

i always loved the color pink but growing up,
i was told only girls wore pink while boys wore blue.
once i saw him do it because he was one of the hip-hop favs,
i wore an all-pink outfit to an event.
it was a light pink shirt,
light blue jeans,
and squeezed my feets in girl’s pink forces.
i hated wearing them cause they made my feet HURT.
pain is beauty cause i got compliments and was called “pink panther“.

so it was very disappointing to see cam post this…

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settings > edit profile > “take a break” > sure? > bye

a break or a “mental vacation” is what i use to call it.
it’s needed when we need to get our mentals back in order.
you will be surprised to know much taking a break can literally reset your chakras.
we live in two worlds currently.

THE REAL WORLD
SOCIAL MEDIA WORLD

at times,
they can blend into each other and cause confusion.
we get addicted to the likes and the dopamine hits of temporary attention.
it is a bleak world to be living in.
i felt like that yesterday…

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so beyonce is pushing homophobia?

speaking of,
i’m due to listen to “lemonade” soon.
i like to give queen b’s music a break so i can miss her.
i don’t take it as seriously as some,
but i hate when i’m chatting with a straight wolf and it’s:

“PAUSE this; PAUSE that.”

after.
every.
fuckin.
sentence.
we get it,
you’re straight and say questionable shit.
i wasn’t judging before.
i will going forward.
the straights who know i get down get checked asap for it.
well a trans-vixen from “pose” on fx,
angelica ross,
called out beyonce for her using the word,
“pause“.