he asked me how he looked in his outfit as i sat on the table.
i’ll admit,
he looked good af.
the way his arms and chest looked in his shirt had me on brick.
the way his plump ass hugged his dress pants made me lose my mind slowly.
i don’t know if he was completely straight tho.
no fully straight male lets me touch him the way i do.
it wasn’t sexual,
but it way past the “uh i’m straight” line.
some straights are comfortable around gays,
but there is a limit they will not cross.
he was one of them.
i told him his shirt was sticking out in the back.
he walked over to me,
got between my legs,
and told me to tuck it in.
i was getting really overcome with horniness tbph.
in a bold move,
i tried something i never thought i would…

work wolf.
the nfl baller wolf.
the wolf i was interested in recently.
some other “straight” wolves i knew in my past.
they were all wolves who were straight but seemed to be curious and interested in me.
i have this thing where i can attract curious males like moths to a flame,
but because i’m so worried about being “wrong”,
i kept a respectful line.
it might have made them think i wasn’t interested even though i was.
i had a dream last night about ^that situation above with a past wolf i mentioned,
but i had to wonder…

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people have sex.
*gasp*
don’t tell our parents!
everyone has a past.
i don’t care who you are.
we have all done things that might not put us in favor with an audience.
george floyd had a past.
from what i read,
he had just moved from houston to minneapolis in 2014 for work.
before that tho,
a foxholer sent me a video of a stint on “the habib show” and well…
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they say it isn’t who you were but who you are now.
i don’t believe that anymore.
i believe that even when we fuck up in our pasts,
we are still held in contempt about it.
you can thank the lovely social media era we live in for that.
kobe bryant was killed helicopter crash that literally stopped time yesterday.
in an instant,
many of our lives were changed.
we might have known him,
but we grew up with him and admired him for his tremendous talent.
unfortunately after his untimely death,
he is still being held by the chains of his alleged past sins…

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there are just some things you don’t do.
i don’t care how much you despise someone,
there are certain actions you just don’t take.
i could be different tho.
i’ll let you decide.
as you may or may not know,
chino blac retired from porn.
i’ve enjoyed his last work with perculating pipe bae,
phat rabbit killer.
( x see his work here )
well chino went on to try and live in the real world like a regular civilian.
a foxholer sent me this that he tweeted…
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tyshawn colquitt is barking since he was booted off “the voice”.
he might be having buyer’s remorse,
he’s starting to realize his porn past may have been the culprit.
( x read it here )
this is what he told “radar online”…
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sometimes i think about him.
work wolf.
occasionally,
i remember a lot of folks from my past.
ironically,
the ones who hurt me.
the ones who i didn’t get closure for the failed “whatever”.
there is a side of me that wants to see what they’re doing.
are they doing well?
jobless like me?
rich af and living their best lives?
fat with about 20 cubs?
listen,
i can admit my faults and  extreme pettiness.
can you?
so i did the unfathomable yesterday…

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