i thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i’m over it.
i dunno,
but i’m just over it.
it was weird how fast i snapped out of it to.

sidebar: i really think living with that demon i stayed with changed me.

one minute,
i was so excited about him looking in my direction again.
i couldn’t wait to get on The Foxhole and font about it,
but then i did something after feeling a touch of “perfectionism” come over me…