love.
it can make you do crazy things.
it can make you a complete idiot or have you kill someone.
well some of us would kill for a wolf like ^that.
that jackal in wolf’s fur,
who goes by marcus bellamy,
killed his boyfriend out of “love”.
so much so,
he posted his lovely confession to the murder on his facebook.
wait til you read this story via the f-bis and ny daily news…
Continue reading “Love… Shouldn’t Have Killed Me Last Night” →

so i spent these last two days on lazy mode.
my job literally wears me out so any chance of rest i definitely take it.
in between resting,
and doing absolutely nothing,
i was recommended from the foxhole to watch “greenleaf on own.
it is a show created by craig wright,
and executive produced by oprah winfrey.
here is a quick break down of the plot:

“The Greenleaf family, which runs sprawling Memphis megachurch Calvary Fellowship World Ministries, appears to be a loving and caring clan. Beneath the surface, though, exists scandalous secrets and lies. Greed, adultery and sibling rivalry are among the issues that threaten to test the family’s faith and tear the group apart. The scandalous happenings are uncovered by Grace, the estranged daughter of church leader Bishop James Greenleaf, when she returns home after a 20-year absence.”

all i have to say …

Continue reading “So I Started Watching “Greenleaf” and Well…” →

i love,
love,
love,
love,
LOVE sia.
i swear she sings/writes my exact feelings.
so when i found out she wrote “sledgehammer” for rihanna,
i was alllllll about it.
here is the video…
Continue reading “Sia Is My “In My Feels” Spirit Animal” →

i love when animals win.
i also love when the animals in my life win.
if anyone knows me,
they know i will show love to anyone who i feel deserves it.
i’m not like the rest who only take you seriously…

after you made it
got connections

well my straight wolf best friend,
left,
achieved something that made me cry…
Continue reading ““Left” Made Me Cry Today” →

okay…
so…
why ya’ll ain’t tell me about troye sivan?
i saw him perform on the #bbmas.
i wasn’t really paying attention,
but i thought it was some frail snow fox full of angst.
well i was wrong…
Continue reading “Troye Sivan Takes Me To His “Blue Neighborhood”” →

FOXMAIL

Hey Jamari,

Recently I’ve been a bit exploration with my personal life. Throughout my life ive only been with two guys. With pressure of being a virgin i ended up payed someone to do the job but we didnt get that far. Recently I’ve met this guy that’s really nice with tons of ambitions in life. A handsome college grad thats a few years older than me. He’s a bit feminine but it doesn’t show in his appearance which is okay to me… but I get absolutely nothing sexual from him. I’ve even told him about my past but he has hard time believing he’s the first guy I’ve been with. He’s made me realize I’m not sexually attracted to sex but I’m attracted to the fantasy of being with someone beyond physically. When i see someone, i think about what it would be like to be THEIRS or for them to be MINE. This not only applies to men for me, but for women as well. I feel because of things being so sexual nowadays it seems like people skip over falling in love with someone. They go more towards lust now. instead It’s more so just a hookup or fwb sex that most people are after. I though the increasing want to have sex with someone came from being so deeply connected to someone that there’s no other way to show how much you love them? Maybe it has something to do with being abused as a child… These thoughts have had me down for a few months now and i dont know what to think of them. Being bisexual is already a bad enough label. People immediately assume im hoe-ish. Ive been through so much now im about ready to give up on something that seems so hopeless.

Am I wrong for feeling this way?

MY ANSWER…

Continue reading “f0xmail: Skip The Sex, But More Fallin’ In Love? Weird?” →