as of late,
i’ve started to realize something.
after this whole “michael sam” debacle,
what laverne cox said in that article yesterday,
and a comment jay left in the comment box,
i found what i wanted to say…
Continue reading “Please Accept Me” →

there is an old song with the lyrics:

“everyone plays the fool,
sometime.”

…and don’t think you won’t.
you’re not immune to doing dumb shit.

you are not immune to meeting a jackal in pretty fur
you are not immune by all your friends turning on you
you are not immune to losing all your money
you are not immune to being outed and embarrassed
you are also not immune to catching a fatal disease

which is why when older animals look down on me,
i want to say:

“muthafucka get the fuck off your high horse.
you know damn well you was ack’in a damn fool out here.
its a wonder you don’t have aids.”

life can hand you 9 wins,
but you could lose big on the 10th.
you know what tho?
sometimes its a good thing to be “the fool”…
Continue reading “FOOL! FOOL! FOOL I AM!” →

mercury retrograde.
a time in life when things start to get confusing.
when mercury passes earth,
it slows down and spins backwards in retrograde.
in astrology,
mercury rules communication.
so during the three weeks this bs happens,
things in your life can get weird.
things won’t work,
they say not to start anything new,
and situations will get confusing.
my life has been absolutely confusing.
ever since may 18th,
and the last one earlier this year,
life has been one hell of a ride.
ima call it “chaos” because it was just that….
Continue reading “Spinning Out of Control (Mercury Retrograde)” →

i want you to take a look around you real quick.
yeah.
i was saying your room is a little messy.
can we clean this later?
okay good.
no but seriously…
i want you to look at everything happening in your life at this very moment.
are you attracting everything you have desired?
or do you feel like you are at a standstill with life?
well you can come from any walk of life and still have the mindset of:

LACK

one word that makes you feel like you can’t get what you want.
well you aren’t alone.
i have a lack based mentality and i’ll tell you how…
Continue reading “Your “Lack” is F*ckin’ Your Life Completely Up” →

it seems to be a season of some sort.
everyone,
including myself,
is stressed out.
i’m calling it “the hall of mirrors”.
this destination seems to be somewhere on everyone’s mountans.
its like everyone is being faced with their truths right now.
the reflection might be easy to handle for some.
a quick switch up and you good.
the rest are having a hard time at who we are or becoming.
we are seeing things in our lives we never thought we would to see.
my friend left today saw just that…
Continue reading “The Hall of Mirrors (Left Field)” →

you are hungry.
you haven’t had anything to fill you up in a while.
you have gotten use to the pain.
stagnation.
nothing inspiring has come your way.
is this life?
hell is this your life?
what have you become?
you need stripping.
you just raggedy.
your life just raggedy.
everything around you just raggedy.
well how do you start over?
how do you remove yourself from this dark corner?
how do you turn cardboard box living to condominium luxury?
do you continue to beg for someone to rescue you?
or do you get up and make it happen?
well somewhere beneath the rags,
deep inside your person,
you have the key.
the key that will unlock what you are searching for.
once you keep unlocking those doors,
you will find what you are looking for.
you will rise.
your place is waiting amongst the ranks.
now tho…
you just raggedy.
hell i am too.
it may take a minute,
but once we dig deep,
we will be able to stand up and walk away.
our lives are not meant for raggedy.

lowkey: raggedy don’t mean clothes tho.