“this is like the 4th job you’ve had where this has happened.”

my home vixen said this to me on the phone.
she was right.
well it’s probably been the 5th,
but whose counting.
an iconic phrase from “the color purple” rings true in my life:

so i got a text just now from a co worker from the last job.
the one where they wouldn’t hire me,
but were interviewing snow vixens in front of me.
well guess what?…
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^that meal looks delicious,
but after this following entry…
ugh.
so it’s about to be the start of potluck season in a few weeks.
i’ll be honest with you foxhole…

I was never with the “potluck” shit at jobs

you never know how people keep their homes,
especially their kitchens.
so my home vixen sent me the following video and i nearly gagged.
it’s a snow vixen who has an interesting way of cooking.
this isn’t for weak stomachs…
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as much as disrespect can sting,
i still leave every situation in my finest hour.
even in a break up/ended relationship with a wolf.
sure i’ll vent about it,
and i’ll probably shade them for the rest of their life,
but i try not to be “that fox”.
the one who turns hyena or jackal after something ends.
so things ended at wonderland today and i handled it with…

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last week,
i got called in for an interview at a major fashion brand.
the pretty vixen sent me the application couple weeks before.
i filled it out,
sent it back,
but didn’t really have high hopes.
i didn’t hear from them,
so i moved on to the gig i’m at now.
the friday before last,
they blew up my phone/emails trying to lock down an interview.
it was weird.
last tuesday was the day of the interview.
it was pouring,
but i asked my new gig if i could leave a little earlier.
they said yes and i was out on time.
the office was luxurious.
it was also would be a quicker commute from where i live.
from what i thought,
the interview went well.
the older snow vixen who interviewed me was pleasant.
a little off,
but she was nice.
i got this response today about the gig…

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meeting someone,
who just got out of a long term relationship,
is the pits.
the.
pits.
well for you,
it might be the pits.
if the break up is still fresh,
everything will be compared to the ex.
you won’t fully measure up,
but you’ll be a pleasant distraction in the mean time.
realistically tho,
you’re in a rebounding honeymoon phase.
that’s when the sex is usually bomb.

make up,
revenge,
dl,
cheating,
and “just got out of a relationship” sex is:

you’re something to do “in between”.
“in between” until they meet the next whose like the ex.
i’m in one of those right now…

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“hey jamari.
i know you’ve been here for a week.
you’ve done a pretty good job doing all of the basic tasks we asked for.
you’ve taken initiative to make sure the office is fully stocked and cleaned.
how are you feeling about this position?
is it something you’d be interested in?…”

in a perfect wonderland,
my current supervisor would run that paragraph by me.
nope.
i sat and watched all the interviews from my head huntress come in.
not only that…

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