see i don’t rock with that passive aggressive shit.
i don’t respect it.
go hard or go the fuck home.
so for whatever reason,
i had a ton of work to do today.
i was swamped with all kinds of shit.
continuous ass bullshit.
so liar liar now…
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in the gold digga era,
there will be more than a few set backs.
you will have more than a few naysayers as well.
people who will try their best to bring you down.
without these issues,
it wouldn’t give you the opportunity to prove yourself.
go from “nobody” to “somebody”.
it takes being brought down into the fire for you to rise up out of it.
show you the life you deserve.
well i’m in hell at this job and it’s really hot…
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so today was the day!
i had my career interview today…
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after that last entry earlier,
i’ve pretty much been on my couch.
i fell asleep,
but i woke up feeling drained.
sad.
depressed.
angry.
armageddon.
trying to put pieces together to figure out why these things happen to me.
is it me?
maybe it is.
i don’t know anymore.
i can accept if it is,
but i am coming up empty with this situation.
so someone came up to me in confidence at work today and said:

“they are trying to get rid of you,
but…

Continue reading “Armageddon (Sitting Within The Flames)” →

so someone else left the job today…
Continue reading “Another One Bites The Dust (Quit)” →

thank you.
i want to thank everyone for allowing me a minute.
the comments and the emails were very nice and uplifting.
listen this last week at work…
well,
i definitely needed to do a mental detox.
i’ve been feeling like a true to life zombie.
so what i did?…
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