Foxhole,
we are officially on the home stretch.
after months of bullshit,
stress,
uncertainty,
and wondering if life was ever going to stop throwing punches…

i’m almost there.

in about two weeks,
i’ll be back in my own space again.
i thought i’d be counting down the days.
i thought i’d be crying tears of joy.
i thought i’d be decorating in my head every night before i went to sleep but…

i come home last friday,
after a long day of work,
and i’m asked to sit down because we need to talk.
first thing i say to myself:

“what fuckin’ now?”

i’m told…

i bet boosie saw white males and trusted them off the skin color.
ya’ll know some black pineapples do that.

when you start seeing folks sucking’ on the orange penis out of nowhere,
i’m almost positive they are on their knees because they want something.
like most “getting down on ya knees for rich penis” stories,
it’s almost always transactional.

sidebar: how many of these folks gonna say they were only using the orange penis and weren’t actual supporters once this all ends?

“straight AF” not rapping jackal,
boosie,
got down on his knees to suck on the orange penis for a pardon.
unfortunately for him,
the orange penis didn’t cum through and ghosted him heavy after.
he got scammed out of 600k,
from jackals that “he thought” were connected to the orange penis.
this is big yikes via TMZ..

can i be petty for an entry.
Foxhole,
i deserve this.

soooooooooo…
i thought this straight wolf jackal was my friend when i was a teenager.
i wasn’t attracted to him even though he was really good looking.
he was part of the popular kids and my low self worth tail was looking for acceptance.
come to find out,
he wasn’t a friend and when it came to to defend me,
he didn’t stop at nothing to throw me under the bus.
as forgiving and sometimes the stupid cancer fox that i can be,
i saw him randomly on a rih’s social media and hit him up to font wassup.

left me on read.

it put my tail between my legs and STILL didn’t learn my lesson with others but i digress.
that was in like 2009 or so.
i would see him in pics with many of the wolves jackals in his pack that did me wrong.
it stung but i kept it moving,
working,
and living my best life.

well.

i was talking to someone we mutually knew from around that time in my life yesterday.
they were one of the many who warned me:

“jamari,
these jackals are NOT your friends.”

THEY SAID…

this is when he looked healthy because now…

i really believe someone knew andrew gillum‘s BTS secrets,
set him up,
and that’s how he got exposed.
like a majority of married DL males,
i think he was probably super sloppy.
in my head,
they knew what his weaknesses were and he fell face first in them.
it is pretty easy to ruin folks like this too.
you’d think after what went down with him ( x back in 2020 ).
nah,
that would be too easy because…

jussie smollett like if he can’t play jamal lyon on “empire” anymore,
the least he can do is keep us entertained with a story line.

…and ya know whatttttttttt?

i’ll allow it because shit has been kinda boring.
influencers been doing the most; OF attentionistos been doing the least.
we might need jussie to spice it up for 2026.
when i saw jussie performing at a pride event in harlem:

@stoppfeenin

“woaHOhOhOh” LMFAOOOO

♬ winter – SilentWoods

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i said to myself,
i said,
“self:

AT LEAST HE AIN’T STILL DRIVING US BANANAS TALKING ABOUT HIS 2019/GAY TUPAC HATE CRIME.

jussie be like a dog to a bone with that shit.
all of us who been tired of hearing about it:

the last thing i heard was he got engaged to ^that cutie in the above picture.
his name is jabari redd.
come to find out,
that engagement been over and jussie is banging a new alleged prospect…