control.
oftentimes,
we have a need and a desire to be in control of other people.
that can create a lot of resentment and a breeding ground for toxic situations.
when we are out of control,
that is when the real “us” comes flying out.

Insecure
Panic
Jealousy
Envy
Letting all kinds of disrespect slide
Being nasty and disrespectful to others

on the low,
my mother had showed me how she was self control in relationships.
she had a big learning lesson with her first husband but she learned quick.
when she entered relationships after that,
and it was revealed that many of them were actually jackals in disguises…

that picture above legit signifies their relationship when you get into this entry.
body language,
energy,
and “look beyond what we are trying to show everyone in pictures”.
there is nothing worse than holding onto someone who wants to leave.
on your end,
it temporarily satisfies the low sense of self worth of your stage 5 clinger.
on their end,
it is building up resentment and anger.
when everything cools down a bit,
they’ll take out that anger on you with lethal hate sex.

You’re confusing that hate sex for intense love and passion.
They’re rage fucking you because it’s releasing stress and punishing you.

they are only sticking around because of kids,
“its cheaper to keep her/him“,
or it’s been an endless cycle for so long that he is comfortable.
i’ve learned in life:

When someone wants to leave,
you hold the door open for them to go.
If not,
it’ll be a whole relationship/friendship of rinse and repeat.

in the following video,
khi lavene wanted to leave a heated situation with his (x?) boyfriend,
prince ant.
well…

you wanna know who taught me how to keep secrets?

Star Fox’s parentals but mainly his father.

he was the first person who taught me to move in silence in a room full of jackals.
not only that,
he taught me that he couldn’t keep my secrets either.
i learned to be grateful for making me the stealthy fox i am today.

when star fox first saw me,
he always said that i was going to be his friend.
not only that,
we came out to each other.
one day,
being young and gay af,
we went to old navy and bought matching shirts and the bag that came with it.
i know but we were best friends.
he didn’t care how gay it looked and honestly,
i didn’t either.
we found a way to finally be comfortable in our skin with each other.
i’ll never forget when his father saw it…

dark.
pitch black.
devoid of light.
that is what this season feels like for me.
hell,
it seems that way for many of us.
i have read your messages to me.
i’ve heard your cries.
hell,
i’ve cried with you.

This season feels like we are in the dark.

…while it seems like others are basking in the light.
the worst part is that you’re asking yourself…

oh he works at delta im laguradia.
copy.
so last night,
i was mindlessly scrolling down twitter before bed.
through the “do something to show your narcissism“,
the random nudes,
and the folks who think they are important,
i saw this:

An entitled LGBTQ pronoun warrior meets a Delta employee that ain’t fucking having it.

Based as fuck. ???? pic.twitter.com/exFPHlDVAJ

— Amiri King (@AmiriKing) December 26, 2023

yikes on a bike.
it was this tweet tho…

i think we are all into this game with halle bailey and ddg.
if they lived next door to any of us with these antics,
we would be peeping out windows every time they walked out the door.

“Baby look!
Look!
She got a coat on and it’s 85 degrees outside.
Wtf is going on babe?”

personally,
i’d think they were alien overlords or some shit.
so after months of hiding tummies,
halle decided to get up out her chair recently and:

wait- pic.twitter.com/v91fR9THFZ

— lazy love ❤️‍???? (@lazyloveari) December 25, 2023

those tits look like they are allegedly filled with milk.
i guess the alleged baby outed them because during a live stream,
we heard the loud cries of a bundle of joy…