i’ve been thinking a lot about lil nas x tbh.
it made me realize just how awful the entertainment industry is.
it also made me think about each role someone assumes:

when you play the role of troll,
people don’t know when you are serious or not.

tbh,
so many people are breaking and killing themselves for their 15 minutes,
but once they get that first hit…

oof,
lil nas x,
if you are trolling for album sales,
ima need you to hit up that safe word like NOW.

“BANANAS”
“OXYCONTIN”
“HELP”

i saw this pop up from “the neighborhood talk” and:

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double oof BUT this actually could be a good thing,
especially for someone like LNX.
in my head…

what does gay baiting mean to people these days?
for me:

it’s a straight who purposely makes content for the gay male gaze,
which means his print is always noticeable and he finds creative ways to promote his fat tail.
he may also do gay-ish things to give the impression he is fluid but “ssh its between us as long as you hit that like button *giggle*”

…but when gay males make comments about said prints and tails,
they’ll be will be furious and we can expect an IG press release.
those pics and videos are only for vixens!
duh guys!
/s
this is one of the main suspects:

so when a Foxholer sent me a video of that white wolf (@nickaudetofficial) pictured above,
one of him addressing and apologizing for his alleged gay baiting…

we are living in times that being anything other than white will be scrutinized.
this has been happening before this current climate tbh.
look at all the shit bey has to go through while other white artists get to be basic.
shilo sanders,
the son of deion sanders,
made it all the way to the nfl with his brother,
shedeur.
unfortunately:

The Bucs released S Shilo Sanders less than 24 hours after he was ejected from the team's final preseason game. pic.twitter.com/fyjQcGVHQy

— Yahoo Sports (@YahooSports) August 24, 2025

it’s looking like “grand opening; grand closing” because…

i once met a wolf so fine,
he could’ve made me cum with no hands.
he was into me,
but like,
“into me into me”.
while he tried to get to know me,
iwas busy imagining him deep inside me.
needless to font,
i missed the whole plot due to my trauma and what life trained me to do.

lately,
i’ve been thinking about wolves.
(when am i not?)
one question keeps looping in my head from past experiences…

what in God’s name is going on with lil nas x?

i feel like he does not know who is he anymore.
somewhere between sliding down stripper poles and lap dancing on satan,
he fell off somewhere.
i was interested in this new era of his but then…

so allegedly,
he was hospitalized for an OD but was caught half naked walking the L.A. streets…