i have been out of (some) of the loop for the last few days.
there was some stuff that i mentally bookmarked.

the following story tho…
this really had me sick.

so i didn’t know the hyenas of ICE could shoot innocent people now.
renee nicole good was publicly executed in south minneapolis.
she was driving off,
in fear i can imagine,
and they shot her right in her head.
the following video is graphic so be warned…

can i font that i have a brand new hatred…

MOVING.

Lord have mercy,
i hate the entire process of moving.
thank God i had help from great people buuutttttttttt…

i think “game of thrones” ruined us.
every time a show is about to end or a season finale:

we are hoping characters die horrible deaths so we can find an excuse to cry.

that is kinda weird,
ain’t it?
instead of cheering on characters surviving to show us we can survive through uncertainty,
we are excited and looking forward to see people die in horrible ways.
not even deaths that make sense to the story either.

just killing characters off for the sake of our inner little (or big) psychopaths

it kinda explains why some of these folks voted for this new reality of chaos.
like sansa stark in “game of thrones”,
i was hoping no i liked died in this “stranger things” finale.
if they did die,
i hoped it was properly tied into the story like when eddie died.
anyhoo,
“stranger things” came to an end last night with the final episode.
i ended up watching it at around 2am and well…

i think i finally learned how to pray and have faith correctly.
it was always:

“God, I need this to happen.”
“God, I hope he wants to be with me.”
“God, Ima need that lottery win STAT.”

it came from a place of lack.
2025 was the year of the pivot for me.
so many things happened that i didn’t see coming.
and because of that,
i had to rearrange my life to suit the sudden changes.

as you know,
or maybe didn’t,
i didn’t think i’d be losing my home.

so for the last day of 2025,
i spent it with myself.
i chose myself because i’d have to learn to chose myself.
i made another decision that i’m not going to ask or beg God for what i need anymore…

i bet you they were planning on celebrating big for new years.
boxing wolf,
anthony joshua,
is probably still on a high from winning against the paul jackal.

the praise be praising
the lust be lusting
the new coochie be coochieing

who knew that after a week of bliss,
anthony joshua would be going into 2026 in pain:

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from a tragic car accident and losing his two friends…

look at the power of a lesbian and a gay fox.

when i watched the first episode of the 5th season of “stranger things”,
i won’t even hold you:

1 – i was bored AF
2 – i was lost AF because i didn’t know wtf was going on

sometimes,
they take too long in-between breaks with shows that you up and forget.
thank God for youtube recaps,
amirite?
anyhoo,
after the recap and as i continued on with the season,
it started to get better and more interesting.

the character of will has been through a lot of shit.

as you know,
vecna sought him out because evil was easier to break him.

if you been watching the show since the 4th season,
you know that will has struggled with (and spoilers ahead)…