Tag: help
All Things Confusable.
Straight, but comfortable and confused, Wolves are the devil.
On one aspect, I am attracted to them because all the gay Wolves who are deep in this lifestyle are strange.
They do/have something that turn me off.
It could be the messiness or club hopping (aka more messiness) that I cannot handle.
But, the “Straight” Wolves I tend to attract/attracted to always have some quality that I like.
Be it they are always curious about me, or they are masculine with a hint of shyness.
I always seem to attract the great ones I could never really have.
But I started to wonder…
Am I doomed to a life of attracting “kinda comfortable confused” Straight Wolves?!
My Wolf is Buried Underneath Large Piles of Bullshit…. and It Stinks!
I like to have faith “he” is out there.
Yet, I do not know who “he” is.
I have an idea what “he” should look like, but will “he” live up to that expectation?
I just have this feeling that like anything else in my life,
something “BIG” is going to cum and sweep me off my feet.
“He” is out there and he is looking for me, dammit!
“He” maybe going through countless bs, but we will run into each other soon.
Let me tidy up because “he” should be making his appearance soon… right?
Or, have I ran into him and didn’t recognize the signs he was throwing out?
What if he was shy and I had to make the first move?
What if I looked past him because his style did not meet my requirements?
What if I laughed at him in my head because he was a man with a muffin top?
I had to wonder…
Who is “he“?
Continue reading “My Wolf is Buried Underneath Large Piles of Bullshit…. and It Stinks!”
smfh.
These people I work with…
I swear…
Sorry my Foxes and Wolves.
Today was straight shit hit the fan HELL.
I am literally NOW leaving the office.
I need a vaca… or a massage.
A Baller Wolf to rescue me and take me to another level…
I dunno anymore.
We continue tomorrow!
Love.
The Wolf Who Wants To Take It Slow -or- The Wolf Who Wants You NOW?
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
WELL…ERR…. NOT THAT KIND OF QUESTION TODAY…
Sooooo…. Star Fox called me to catch up for the holidays.
He has been a busy Fox in his new state.
Our conversation wouldn’t be the same without some love life scandal.
I love when he calls because I am glad to see he has something exciting to tell me.
And of course, I had to tell you so grab a seat…
Continue reading “The Wolf Who Wants To Take It Slow -or- The Wolf Who Wants You NOW?”
What Did My Fist In Your Eye Have To Do With It?
THE GREAT FEELING OF ABUSE!!!
Well… not THAT kind of abuse in that animation.
This kind of abuse stems from being in something that you are too scared to come out of.
You are scared to do anything wrong because you know the outcome.
You are always on alert because you don’t know when you have to duck or cover your face.
[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqtbLe6Wq7Q]
You will either get talked down to OR beat the hell up.
That feeling of being useless and hopeless.
You want to run away, but you can’t because you are so used to that “feeling”.
It doesn’t always come as a slap or a punch.
You do not always have to be on the way to the hospital with a black eye or broken ribs.
Many of us suffer from abuse that we do to ourselves.
The way we speak to ourselves can be just as bad as any domestic violence police report.
Are addicted to your own abuse?
Continue reading “What Did My Fist In Your Eye Have To Do With It?”
Recent Comments