Oh, My God. I Dread The Loss of Heaven and the Pains of Hell.

“Oh, my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee
And I detest all my sins

Because I dread the loss of heaven, and the pains of hell.
But most of all because I love Thee,
And I want so badly to be good….”


Do you believe the following statement?

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for,
the evidence of things not seen.Hebrews 11:1

Well, you should.
Everything that has happened to you so far happened because your faith was either high or low.
I know you are reading and thinking, “well what you mean Jamari?…
But check it…

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For My Wolves Who Are Kinda Hungry Now….

This is an “off the record WOLF MEAT.
I just knew my boys would be feeling a little hungry after the last entry,
so I bought you guys some snacks like the good host of the brothel that I am.
Don’t eat it all at once….

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The Day It Rained In My Bedroom

Today was a strange day for this Fox.

I sat in my house, practically in the dark and let random thoughts take over me.
I watched television for a little and tried to cheer myself up.
Realistically, I did SHIT besides have a mini meeting to discuss future plans and goals.
I have decided to move forth on a few ventures alone,
since as of late,
I have been treated like SHIT.
But, being alone and in the dark can be dangerous.
It brings about the things that you keep hidden.
Things that causes the worst depressions and thoughts you can’t un-think.


An idle mind truly is the devil’s playground…

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Brian Stinger Has Deadly Jesus Assassins Plotting Drive Bys

Everyone meet Oscar.

Isn’t he cute?
Oscar is my new puppy and the guard dog for IJF.
I may be asking some of you Wolves to take him for walks on occasion.
With that being said, I got an intersting comment in #cuminsidejamari in regards to Brian Stinger aka Scorpion.
Apparently, one of the Brain Stinger’s current lovers decided to pay me a visit.

Peep under the flap..

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Remember When We Smashed Ontop That Isuzu Truck?

Does anyone remember this video?

CLICK HERE TO SEE SCORPION IN ACTION

Who doesn’t remember that video?
I got many a great nutz off to that foXXX back in the day.

Sexy ass Wolf.
Scorpion tattoo… ON HIS DICK (you already know how I feel about Scorpios)
Fucking a Fox on top of an Isuzu truck. 

Well, rumors were saying he died.
Some were saying jail.
I even heard some saying a mental institution.
Due to some trusty Fox field work,
I found him…

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I Hear It Is Bad Luck To Open An Umbrella In The House

Rain drops falling on my head…

They say when it rains; it pours.
You better hope you have your umbrella or you will get soaked.
Right now in the Concrete Jungle, it is pouring.
Who knew it would also be pouring while I am in the house…

We cannot avoid bad things from happening to us.
We can pray, pay tithes, and even command the assistance of a voodoo priestess,
but we will still find ways to land knee deep in bullshit.
But, how do you make it all go by easier?
Or, do we just have to have faith that things will work out for the best?
Why it is so easy to have faith when things are going our way…

…but when it isn’t, we forget it exists?

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