BLESSED

The Fine Wolf With The Story

everyone has a story.
every last one of us.
we look at people we are attracted to and think:

PERFECT

…but once you get to know them,
you will see they are struggling/have struggled with something.
the sad part is people won’t even talk to us once they find out our story.
well one if my f-bi sent me this story.
its the perfect sunday story for those who need a testimony.
everyone meet “fit4duty_”…
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Mama Said They’d Be Days Like This (and I’d Like More Please)

today was a pretty good day.
on this climb through these mountains,
i revel when i have a day that just goes right…
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It Came All Over Me This Morning (Blessed)

ya know…
i was sitting in church today and something came over me.
something that felt like it was about to burst out my tear ducts.
yes.
i know.
i am very emotional for whatever reason.
i needed to share it with the foxhole…
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My God Is Better Than Yours

while other people are using god to spew hate at people,
or a female pop star with a blonde wig filled with creole power,
i was being self absorbed and using my god for my purpose.
god came through today for my tough times.
he used one of my readers to do it.
i could not be ever so grateful.
funny enough,
i prayed the night of unemployment-gate and tried to let it go.
as hard as it was,
i focused my energy on writing that story and keeping myself occupied.
well he answered my prayers today and im feeling blessed.
im starting to realize you have to seriously “let go and let god”.
he’s still working on me,
but i’m learning as we work together.

not a bible thumper.
just grateful.

This Ain’t The End (But A New Beginning)

bags are packed.
checklist is pretty much checked off.
my anxiety is on full throttle.
I’m about to leave to the airport,
but i had to write this before i left.
i’m pretty excited about where I’m about to go.
don’t think you all won’t be joining me at that place.
i wanted to do pray before i left.
now i know some people might be screw face,
but i’m already screw facing you.
anyway lets get to this prayer real quick…