i can understand why a lot of people are hesitant about therapy. they make you unpack all the bags you have been carrying with you for years.
my new therapist has had me in a royal funk this last week and a half.
she is pretty intense.
i’ve felt intense sadness, suicidal thoughts, acceptance,
and indifference all in one neat package.
it all started with us talking about an incident i was having the week before last.
she decided to dig deeper in a bag that i’ve kept locked tightly. well…
I’M TIRED OF TRIPPING OVER MY LOUIE VUITTON DUFFLE BAG!
I know you are wondering what the hell I’m talking about.
I’ve decided I am UN-packing my baggage and putting a whole gang of shit in the trash.
Some will be displayed in entries to come.
This Fox WILL have a brand new Wolf.
I have been holding onto past hurts and pains for a long time.
Even though my baggage looked pretty fly, it really has been a hindrance for meeting a new Wolf.
My trust has been packed away deep in one of the many bags,
which caused me to go through this lifestyle emotionless for a while.
But I have to ask…
Does cleaning out your baggage really help you meet a Wolf who also baggage?