so before i wrote those two entries,
i replied to ( x my old boss’s email ) from yesterday.
with my gospel radio on itunes on a mellow volume,
i wanted to be in the right frame of mind.
this is what i wrote…
things are well.
i haven’t heard from you in a while,
but things on my end are okay.
due to a very tough year,
which included losing my best friend,
i’m still looking for a job.
i haven’t found anything yet,
but i still hold on to god and the faith i will find something soon.
i hope things are well on your end.
after i conditioned my hair and smeared my face mask on,
don’t judge me,
i got a reply.
“im so sorry for your loss.
i remember you always speaking highly of him.
you are a strong guy and i know you will be fine.
i will talk with you soon.”