when shit happens in your life,
you can go through a metamorphosis of sorts.
i have been feeling like that foxhole.
after being laid off,
and seeing who my real “friends” are,
i have been getting a new coat of thicker fur.
i mean,
i’ve been through this before,
but it’s tougher this era.
thankfully,
i’m out of “everything sucks” and in “taking myself to the next level” mode.
the fear i use to have isn’t like how it was years ago.
i’m giving myself a much deserved mental break after everything i been through.
one where i’m learning to just relax and not live in “panic” mode.

i was in the shower earlier and something came to me.
there are a couple reasons why things go to shit in our lives.

1) so you can be humbled tremendously
2) so you can do what your calling really is

there is also a third one that i’ll address down below…

when you a bitch ass mega trife pineapple,
you can expect to be…

Humbled

you cannot go through life,
hurting others and burning bridges,
and not expect to be punished.
i’ve seen plenty of animals who were skinned alive by karma.
it was like one karmic event after the other.
they completely fell off.
not to mention,
the ones they did wrong added to their demise.
after they hit rock bottom,
the true test is climbing back up alone.
some become better while others stay down and are washed up.
have you noticed that you keep getting certain jobs,
but they never really work out?
it’s always a blessing when you get it,
but after a while,
you start getting completely bored and over it.
that means…

You are bigger than that shit

i hate the “9 to 5” life and some of the animals who i encountered doing it.
the jobs always start out great,
but after a while,
i start to feel like i’m trapped in a cage.
i’m only doing it for a check as we do with most jobs.
my bosses/c0 workers end up being dick heads or raging hormonal bitches.
as everyone gets to know me,
they start to tell me i’m way too talented to sit at a desk.

if you have something going on,
or you want to have something going on,
the job could have randomly ended so you can pursue it.
God hears all.
you been saying how much you hate it long enough.
well you get what you say/think.
it’s no doubt that jobs can make you complacent for years.

the final one is when a relationship/friendship ends on a bad note.
it just ends with no explanation as to why.
they were treating you like shit and took you for granted.
you have to find the closure on your own.
well you were removed from their life for a reason.
your blessings suddenly unlocked.
maybe they were holding you back?
you end up getting a series of wins after.
no better revenge than looking good and living good,
right?
well that’s when you…

Humble another

everyone doesn’t know what they had until it’s gone.
by that time,
it’s too late to come back.
you have moved on and living your best life.
they are humbled once they see they have no effect on you any longer.
you have the power they once had.
you only get that power once you separate from them.
you’ll be the story of “the one who got away”.
they’ll tell everyone how great you were.
it’s a shame they didn’t see that when you were there.

it all made sense by the end of my shower.
i was so excited,
i had to share it with the foxhole.
so take this time to realize that shit happens for a reason.
nothing is truly “bad” unless you feel it is.
rejection is usually for your protection.
it all starts and ends with bettering of you.