i had a dream the other night about khalid.
no,
it wasn’t that kind of dream.

it was a dream where we were talking about this new era of his.
i told him something along the lines that:

he should leaned into his sad boy era,
talking personally about the break up with that OF singing hooker.
more fall mid tempo/slow vibes of betrayal,
fake love,
and overcoming heartbreak.
then slowly start leaning into “britney/i’m a slave for you”.

tbh,
i don’t know why i had this dream but it was how i was feeling.
the OF singing hooker that ( x outed him ) allegedly tweeted something to khalid as well.
we don’t know if this was directed at him due his new video,
“out of body“:

but we can only guess because…

i find it interesting chris blake hasn’t taken down his pics with stefon diggs on IG yet.
i’d imagine if i went through something dramatic,
like being jumped and sexual assault,
i wouldn’t want stefon anywhere on my social media.
another thing i find interesting is the filing date on the court documents.
the incident happened in 2024…

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…but a whole year later,
he decided to finally file a police report?
maybe i missed something there.
as you can see,
he went on tasha k to finally speak his side out loud…

okay.aave.
we all knew him from that tatt on the right tit.
i like to look at him and one day,
i went to look at him and he was not on IG anymore.
okay,
aave,
we all need a break from being seen so whatevs.
weeks turned into months and i was like….

“uhhhhhhhhh,
what happened to him?”

so i randomly asked one of my Foxholers about him yesterday.
he didn’t disappear but he changed his name and well…

what does a mental health episode look like?
okay,
let’s rephrase:

what does YOUR idea of a true mental health episode look like?

i can’t font for you,
but for me,
it means removing myself from all things until further notice.
before it was wallowing in self pity and sadness.
these days,
its quietly finding what brings me joy to recharge my batteries.

unlike the others,
i can’t pour from an empty cup.

last week,
dante the body had a mental health episode.
he posted a dramatic AF social media post:

“I’M UNALIVING MYSELF AND IF YOU FIND THIS NOTE,
IT’S TOO LATE!”

( x you can see it here )
well,
whoops!…
because he posted this…

so when i was down the rabbit hole of the katrina doc by ryan coogler on hulu,
something they mentioned was how they were allegedly withholding funding,
because they wanted to buy the land from the black folks by any means.
it made me go:

“oof!
that doesn’t quiet the barks about conspiracy theories with the levees none.”

i saw this video about “farmers for our new president“,
begging for help:

but it was these comments on reddit that made me go “oof”…

half of america is that black man tbh.

any time i think of the current events happening in this country,
i think about house of cards on netflix.
that was one show that depicted when the wrong folks got power,
everything will go to hell in a hand basket quickly.
not only that:

when the wrong folks get power,
how quickly they all turn on each other to survive.

out of all the inmates from arkham asylum,
this one:

…is probably the most dangerous inmate of them all.
my ears are sensitive to his talking but when i saw this…