i was OD waiting for pillion to be released.
it stars alexander johan hjalmar skarsgård and harry melling.
we fonted about it ( x here ).
here i thought i’d have to wait until it was in the movies.

…and then i saw HD GIFS of scenes from the movie.
my favorite.

i read the book,
“box hill” by adam mars-jones,
and ended up hating that experience.
so when i watched the movie from the comfort of the temporary home,
i instantly noticed the differences.
i’ll try my best not to font too much spoilers…

after the jill scott x erykah badu “verzuz” when we were locked down in the rona,
someone defined them as:

“jill’s music is thank you for the experience.
erykah’s music is thank you for experiencing me.”

that continues to live rent free in my head.
jill scott had an interview with angie martinez that also lives rent free in my head.
she touched on a lot of points.

one point she brought up bought up the whole building in my head.

“dom/sub“ (dominant submissive)

that is what jill described herself as.
the first part is how you move through the forests,
while the second part is how you want to feel in love/sex.
a “dom/sub“ is…

first of all,
i love “industry” on HBO MAX.
i randomly started watching it when it was heading into the 3rd season.
binged it in like 2 days or so.
its got the sex,
drugs,
and “something to nothing” shit i love.
highly recommend even though when they start talking finance and stock shit,
i am always left feeling confused.

last night,
they came back for their 4th season.

Foxhole:

IT WAS GOOD.

i needed that energy especially after what i’m dealing with.
there is a scene that i’m still thinking about.
this is kinda spoiler but not really.
it doesn’t give away a plot point but…

the meme i saw with ^that picture was:

“if a vixen ever look at you like this,
just know she disgusted and glad U not her man.”

i think more Foxholers need to look at attentionistos like this.
one of my fav responses to another male that’s talkin’ nonsense:

“what are you even talmbout sir?!”

…and i’m say it in a joking way but i’m dead serious.
if i’m fonting,
i’ll add “lol” or the laughing emoji for good measure.

i love is verbal sparring.

not in the “real housewives of hip-hop” way,
although that has it’s place,
but when we are talking/fonting to other males.
there is something so sexy about being quick witted and lowkey flirtatious.
it is a skill that we have but i think many of us need to get out of our heads.
i watched the interview with cam newton and rapping vixen,
lady london…

i think “game of thrones” ruined us.
every time a show is about to end or a season finale:

we are hoping characters die horrible deaths so we can find an excuse to cry.

that is kinda weird,
ain’t it?
instead of cheering on characters surviving to show us we can survive through uncertainty,
we are excited and looking forward to see people die in horrible ways.
not even deaths that make sense to the story either.

just killing characters off for the sake of our inner little (or big) psychopaths

it kinda explains why some of these folks voted for this new reality of chaos.
like sansa stark in “game of thrones”,
i was hoping no i liked died in this “stranger things” finale.
if they did die,
i hoped it was properly tied into the story like when eddie died.
anyhoo,
“stranger things” came to an end last night with the final episode.
i ended up watching it at around 2am and well…

look at the power of a lesbian and a gay fox.

when i watched the first episode of the 5th season of “stranger things”,
i won’t even hold you:

1 – i was bored AF
2 – i was lost AF because i didn’t know wtf was going on

sometimes,
they take too long in-between breaks with shows that you up and forget.
thank God for youtube recaps,
amirite?
anyhoo,
after the recap and as i continued on with the season,
it started to get better and more interesting.

the character of will has been through a lot of shit.

as you know,
vecna sought him out because evil was easier to break him.

if you been watching the show since the 4th season,
you know that will has struggled with (and spoilers ahead)…