i wish someone would have pulled this girl to the side during this time.

Sometimes,
I wish God would yell “pure chaos” and make everyone vanish.
On some Wanda Maximoff shit so we could start this shit over.

We are clearly off the beaten path.

the other side of the rih’s social media is a dangerous place.
i loved seeing everyone paying bail for blue face’s main harem member,
chrisean rock:

WOULD HAVE A BABY AND IT WOULD CHANGE HER FOR THE BETTER.
SHE’LL CLEAN UP,
TAKE A BATH,
AND BE A GOOD MOTHER OUTSIDE OF HER EX.

i knew that was bullshit because she ain’t even sat in a therapist chair.
everyone was hyping her up as she did exactly what i knew would happen.
i don’t know why she was invited to some streaming shit recently,
but twitch had to ban her because…

when money is not a worry anymore,
and we can buy and do whatever we want,
that is when the boredom hits.

This is why in movies,
we always see the point when the newly rich character starts doing the most.
Scarface,
anyone?

this is why addictions become the norm to the rich and the wealthy.
it’s the thrill of the chase that makes us do dumb shit.
for a majority of males,
horniness is always the thing that brings us down.
in more ways than one.

How many times have I fonted to The Foxhole not to bring un-familar dick into your home with your nice ass shit?

for rich males who get caught up in the thrill of the chase,
why pay for easy sex when they can use their money to make someone submit?
when i read the affidavit of tyler perry’s alleged sexual assault lawsuit for 260 million…

Actually he says he is a motivational speaker on his bio.
I hollered.

anyhoo,
i see why diddy chose this one to be VIP at his christian mingle sessions.
the biceps are crazy and he doesn’t appear to skip leg day either.
his name is darnell lawrence thompson.
he is a work out warrior by day and penis supplier to celebs at night.
do we have a stroke resume for him?
they always tend to have one for review. .
( x like this one )
anyway:

So i think the males who might have gotten bent over are frightened.

not only would they have to face their own shame,
especially in a situation they never thought would get out,
but they know that it would probably combust bey’s internet.

Hell,
the mention of other high profile celebrities would send us all into orbit.

even though that wolf has a bawdy to be worshiped,
he does like to yap.
he got a mic in a face with armon wiggins and couldn’t control the yap.
he had a lot to yap but decided other celebs would catch alleged strays too.
he claims he caught a legendary acting comedian,
and a equally known r&b singer,
tonguing each other down heavy…

I had to ask myself this weekend if I’m a fake azz fuckin’ bitch.

there are some people who have blamed me for things but little did they know:

They did something to me but instead of addressing it,
I kept my mouth shut to “keep the peace”.

i learned “keeping the peace” as a survival mechanism.
i peeped how they moved and i learned to adjust accordingly.
some people i distanced myself from; others i learned i can’t tell them certain things.
honestly:

That is how I lost my last job.

my last boss threw me under the bus for something i didn’t do,
so i bowled their ass under there for the same thing they did to me.
the look of shock on their face in-front of their boss brought me so much joy tbh.
i was sick of her shit.

But in all of my disappointment with other people,
I never did what Doja Cat did when she met one of her fans.

this right here…

take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

people fake it until they make it all the time.
that is what i was told about corporate america.

“Play the game to win!”

…while i watched all of those people who played get fired or laid off.
all that kissing ass,
throwing employees under the bus,
and suckin’ dick after hours for nothing.
how embarrassing!

when i heard the minnesota assassin hyena,
vance luther boelter,
worked for tim walz,
i cringed at the connection because i just knew.
they all started fonting he was a “dem gone rogue“.
i had a feeling that was all bs as we live in the timeline of:

“Fiction before facts”

the sky is actually purple,
pigs can fly,
and j.lo is a classically trained sanger.
in reality…