it has been a quiet couple of days from the last entry.
no music.
no energy.
just me.
i have been out if it.
i didn’t feel depressed tho.
maybe shock?
my mind has been a total blank.
i looked at my laptop,
wanted to open it,
but had nothing to say.
it was like i had to deliver a speech and forgot all the words.
i’ve actually had a lot of things to write about,
foxmails to answer,
and cute wolves for review…
well that was before i was called in the office again friday.
yes the fuck shit for jamari fox continues…
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i’m sorry…
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i am a worker.
i work very hard to try and get from point a to b…
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as you climb your mountain,
you will be amongst the dirt and rocks.
the higher you go,
the more treacherous it becomes.
your views will start to changes.
you will encounter different animals and beasts.
some for you; many against you.
livin this life on the mountain also ain’t a peace of cake.
we all want to share the experience with someone special.
all that alone will make you want to quit.
have you turn around and go back to a place more comfortable.
comfortable is easy,
but no one became great being comfortable.
its in the time that you start to recognize your worth…
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take a moment to pray for the homeless out in the streets tonight
it is brutally cold in new yawk (and other states) right now.
single digits of death.

i also want you to pray and be thankful you have shelter tonight.
a warm bed to sleep in.
food.
hot water to take a million showers.
many people cannot afford the luxuries we have,
or lost them all tragically,
so just take a moment to remember that before you complain.
i pray for shelter for anyone on the streets during these frigid times.
no one deserves to suffer out in this weather.
in his name…
amen.

i’m about to confess something.
are you ready?
okay.
oh and don’t judge me!
okay?
i’m ready now.
here goes…
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