one of my biggest dreams is to meet auntie o.
oprah winfrey for those who don’t know.
like,
it’s on my bucket list.
true story: “o magazine” use to come into my last job.
this one particular vixen always came to look for me.
it never failed i told her how much i admire/want to meet oprah.
she even gave me a special edition “o” mag before it came out.
i still have and cherish it.

i still have her number/email.
i gotta update her on what’s happening with me.
anyway,
i wanted to share oprah’s speech at the ’18 golden globes last night.
she received the cecil b. de mille award and this is what she said…
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i met someone today who had a lot of positive things to tell me.
you know when i receive a message,
i have to share it with the foxhole…

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i’m getting ready to climb my mountain again.
i was down in a dark place for the last two months.
i’ve been stuck in a valley for a little while now,
but i had to get down here to see what i didn’t want in my life.
it has been an interesting time.
i wanted to share the following game with the foxhole.
it is called “the art of letting go” from magick moods.
you have to take a screen shot for the results.
mine was on point because…
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ghosts.
they aren’t always those things that go “bump in the night”.
it doesn’t always look like “casper the friendly ghost” either.
nope.
the “dead” can truly live within your soul.
we all carry one or three with us.
it can make us angry or bitter.
maybe even a little bit evil.
the thought of some of them send us right into tears.
we know where they are and how to raise them too.
they are usually stored deep within our memories.
it’s like we hoard them so we can “never forget”.
we are attached to the past feeling.
it isn’t “until” that they pop up and send us running.

emotional support
new experiences
commitment
friendship
love

i’ve been (still) haunted by a few of my ghosts.
i was thinking that to myself today…

Continue reading “I Live In A Haunted House and Ghosts Are Everywhere!” →

foxhole,
and forest lurkers who stay in the shadows,
ima be completely 110% with you.
you know i’m good for it so take this how you will… Continue reading “Bad Times Construct Better Plans” →

they do something.
you get hurt.
you get mad.
you tell them about it.
they say they’re sorry.
they act like they understand.
they do the same shit over again.
you black tf out.
they argue back.
they say they’re sorry again.
they act like they’ve changed for the second.
they do the same shit again.

you know this scenario because i do.
you could have even been respectful af about it.
it’s the same end result each and every ti,e.
listen,
i’ve been there and i’m here to font you…

Continue reading “I GIVE CHANCE AFTER CHANCE AFTER CHANCE AFTER CHANCE…” →