i’m glad megan the stallion is coming hard this era.
i was bored with the many ways she could shake her tail.
like taylor swift during her “reputation” era,
megan is embracing the rumors and coming for everyone’s neck.
i listened to her new track,
hiss,
this morning…

this is ed ponton jr.
i saved this picture in my phone in 2016.
Lord knows what iphone i had at the time.
might be my rose gold 7.
around that time,
i thought ed was the fione-est piece of eye candy on the rihanna socials.
he was dark chocolate,
thick,
and muscular like how i like em.
( x i wrote an entry when i copped the pics too )
he vanished shortly after that and i thought he ended up in the fine wolf graveyard.
a Foxholer randomly sent me an update of ed this morning.
he is back and better than ever…

when i first sent the clip for the trailer for “this is me now” for jlo new album,
without knowing what was going on,
i thought it was she joining the marvel universe.
she didn’t skimp on the visuals at all…

i like this new song from jlo,
“can’t get enough“.
i listened to it on repeat yesterday because in that moment,
it was something that made me happy.
i choose to overindulge in anything that makes me happy.
message?
the beat sounded really good in my headphones too.
i don’t know but i was into it.
i watched the video and i found myself annoyed with jlo…

growing up in the hood as a kid,
i was scared to let anyone know i liked “white music“.
when i was found out,
i was laughed at and ended up giving away my cds.
it’s wild the things many of us go through to be accepted,
all while doing what we really love secretly.
i’m looking at you DL males.
lately,
i’ve been exploring into different genres of music.
i’m way past sticking to the same hiphop and r&b shit i done heard 1,000 times.
while going down the rabbit hole,
i ended up listening to a group i never thought i would be into.
Foxhole…

so i’ve tried to get into pink friday 2 since it’s release but i don’t like it.
i know,
i’m sorry but i can’t get into it.
it’s kinda boring to me.
it wasn’t what i was expecting either.
i was expecting the same hunger as the original pink friday.
everyone wants to talk about her age at a very young 41.
beyonce is the same age as her.
like,
folks can’t go away to die because they are older.
this is when you have “no more fucks” and more experience.
it’s not about age for me tbh…