Category: CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND
I Hate Myself and I Wish I Were Dead
INSECURITIES.
A word that can be like a big ass pimple before a photo shoot.
Don’t they just pop up at the wrong fuckin’ times?
Like, life can be going smooth and then some shit happens and you aren’t as sure of yourself as you should be.
You sit dwelling about what you should have done differently.
Replay the scene in your head and pause to analyze.
It sucks, but what do you think of this statement down below…
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Jamari Fox Doesn’t Settle.
I hate when people brush their insecurities and restrictions off on me.
I hate when people tell me I cannot do something or something is impossible.
“A baller? You can’t get a baller?”
“A house? You can’t afford a house.”
“That career? Yeah right.”
I had an assholes tell me I’m chasing a dream.
A fantasy.
Something that doesn’t exist.
Do they know who the FUCK they are talking too?
Foxy Lifestyle: Love Letter 2 Myself
I was cleaning out my closet past weekend…
(insert joke here)
… and I found a bunch of clothes I decided to give to the shelter.
Sidebar: There about to be some fly and flashy homeless people walking through the Concrete Forest.
Anyway, I found this letter I wrote to myself.
I went to this seminar with my friend and they told us to write a love letter… but to yourself.
I was a little skeptical, but I like to try anything once.
Oprah has quoted that she also did these little things that helped her achieve inner peace and happiness.
After we wrote it, we were to hide it and forget about it.
I know, crazy corny.
Well fuck you too.
Anyway, after I read it, I felt so good.
I wrote it in ’08 and I would like to share it with my Wolves and Foxes out there.
Ready?
Thoughts Over Chinese Takeout
It has been one of those weeks.
Hell – one of those months.
I decided to turn my Foxberry off and cut myself from the world.
Friends, Family, and Potential Wolves – I’m on a mental vaca.
Sorry for the short notice.
I’m somewhere on South Beach mentally.
I may just be back in a week… maybe not.
Sometimes you need to step away from your current situation
and give yourself time to re-charge.
So on my first official day of vaca,
I ordered my usual (H10: General Tso’s Shrimp w. White Rice)
+ add my favorite white wine……..
… & I’m gooooooood.
But… a couple random type thoughtz are going thru my head.
Wanna hear?
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Ella Ella Ay Ay
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Awwww.
U want to stand under my….
…I WON’T even finish lol
FIRED… and FUCKED.
This gentleman was fired from my job today.
I know this is not my usual but I thought I would flip it today….
A little personal….
I don’t know why it effected me the way it did.
It wasn’t me but it was someone else.
Maybe it let me know that our jobs are not guaranteed.
Or, it let me know that people are cruel and heartless….
Either way it is still FUCKED UP…
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