so remember when i said:
“no more caring?”
who knew God would answer that so fast?
the only difference is i am failing.
when i wrote that entry ( x see it here ),
i was going well.
i did everything i said i was gonna do.
but a few days later,
God kicked things up a notch to test me if i was really bout it.
so much shit popped up with the simple question:
“Is this something to care about?”
…and of course,
i said “yes” to everything.
i feel bad because i didn’t have no follow through.
i allowed so much things to put me in my feelings.
things in all areas are bad right now,
but they’re bad because i put all of my emotions into them.
i don’t know how to step out of that.
now it is backfiring.