i was so sad over this one wolf.
so much shit was going between him and i.
i felt like i was going crazy tbh.
some people can have a powerful energy that draws you to them.
you can both be drawn to each other,
but if it one is fighting their attraction to you,
it can lead to a lot of emotional warfare.
so all last year,
i was listening to heartbreak songs and albums.
fuckin’ driver’s license from olivia rodrigo…
the chorus of this song made me feel like she was singing my feelings out loud.
i use to keep this part on repeat real heavy too:
I still see your face in the white cars, front yards
Can’t drive past the places we used to go to
‘Cause I still fuckin’ love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we’re laughing
Over all the noise
God, I’m so blue, know we’re through
But I still fuckin’ love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
anything that expressed my sadness was all i wanted to listen to.
i was listening to toni braxton’s album “speak” for the first time.
it was more of a heartbreak album but i found it to be so boring.
i realized something…
with all the thirsty legal hoes ready to fuck for a cheeseburger,
especially when you got clout,
why would anyone even choose to deal with someone underaged?
let’s ask disgraced nfl baller wolf,
that question on why he chose to allegedly fuck up his nfl career.
instead of celebrating with some hot ‘n’ horny gays from grindr on july 4th of 2019,
he allegedly chose to do this via “the daily mail”…
i wanted to post on sunday but i was sick af.
speaking of addiction,
i’ve been carrying around a burden for a while now.
i noticed this particular addiction was syncing with an issue that i have too.
i’m all for people getting their lives together.
from the residue of the panny,
and generational curses,
we have a lot to fix.
many use attention whoring,
and drugs to try and put a mask over their issues.
seems like one of those types who is allegedly trying to get his life together.
this is what a foxholer sent me today…