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confession: i’ve had sex 900 black males and it all started at 14 years old.

i don’t think we fully understand how serious addiction is.
some of us can relate to one (or more) of those things on that list.
i can name a few that i’ve indulged in.

A majority of gay males are addicted to sex.

sex,
for some,
is a way to feel seen and loved since that is extremely hard to find in this life.
some of us don’t look at other males as people,
but as conquests or something to worship.
some males want to sexually dominate the type of males that bullied them.
using our sexuality to control other males tends to be exhilarating.
its the only time many of us can feel in control of our lives tbh.
hell,
it’s the only time we actually feel “love” for 15-20 minutes.
i watched a video on “soft white underbelly” about a guy named philip.


he is a sex addict in la who has had sex with over 900 males,
the BBC being his preference…

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Posted in A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI JACKALS, HYENAS, AND PINEAPPLES LIVIN' THIS LIFE WE LIVE WOW

watch out! there is a snake crawling up your leg!

snakes.
in our forests can lie many snakes.
some are bold with their colors; others blend into the background.
sometimes,
you never see the snake in the grass until it bites you.
it’s the “they won’t ever do that to me” that fucks people up.

They were a snake to others,
but you thought you were immune to getting bit?

hmm.
one of my home-wolves got bitten by a snake in his garden yesterday.
it’s the size of the bite for me tho…

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Posted in BULLETIN BOARD

oh hi, so we’re back again

season 2; season 1 is up of insidejamarifox: the podcast is up.
“oh hi, so we’re back again”.
allllllllllllllll links below

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