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i was on a “ugly photos” page

i laid in bed these past few nights and i asked myself:

“Why do people think I’m attractive?”

i’ve always assumed i’m ugly.
when i was younger,
i would get picked on for my big nose and big lips.
i remember always being called “rubber lips” by one of my classmates.
even though i messed with all kinds of fine wolves,
i never thought i was attractive,
but i still did my thing even tho people said i was.
when i revealed myself to the foxhole,
it wasn’t so much about “look at me i’m crutes!!”,
but moreso…

It was time to stop hiding within the shadows of a prison I was creating.

so today,
i got a dm on instagram with this:

when i clicked the link…
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Posted in LIVIN' THIS LIFE WE LIVE STREET WALKER TALK ABOUT THAT "D" SUNKEN PLACE SITUATIONS?

black males are more than “BBC” to sex hungry white folks, okay?!

*the following entry is rated R.
viewer discretion (as you can tell) is strongly advised

i learn so much from the foxhole.
in straight environments,
i’ve seen black males giddy because they fucked some white girl stupid.
i’ve seen them seek out white vixens to fuck at past jobs and even happy hours.
it was like a prize to them.
there is a whole porn channel based on black males sexually satisfying white women.
( x see it here )
in my own ignorance,
as a fox who is attracted to dominance in another male,
it turns me on to see the dominant black male using “his bbc“.
after yesterday’s discussions,
the foxhole has taught me about what its like to be a fetish.

for many other races,
black males are looked at as neanderthals that are good at sports,
rapping,
and fucking.
we aren’t supposed to be emotional or show that we have feelings,
which is why many of us are so damaged and wear masks in size “fuck boi”.
even if the gay forests,
some white twinks prey on us.
the same max konnor we fonted about yesterday,
and even rhyheim shabazz,
are the current contenders in dominating white males with their bbc in gay porn.
someone sent me this past (or current?) video with max using his bbc to dominate a white twink.
in the heat of the moment,
check what the twink called him

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