so tonight i did something i never did before.
it was my first time.
it was a pretty good experience tho.
i would probably do it again,
but i didn’t think id ever pay for something like that…
i was feeling frisky,
so i decided to put on my clothes and go out.
since it was hot as hell,
i wanted to go from one a/c to another.
my crib to the movie theater.
smart fox am i!
i wore a very simple outfit.
dark blue with white polka dot polo,
drop crotch sweat shorts,
and some dark blue and white nike dunks.
it was way too hot to even attempt serious “fox swagg”.
i ended up seeing transformers.
transformers in imax 3d.
i never experienced a movie in imax before.
well i don’t think i have.
imax took my virginity tonight and it blew me away.
i’ve seen movies in 3d before,
but it was a totally different situation in imax.
i literally felt like i was in the movie.
if you haven’t seen it yet,
you will probably see me when you do.
i was the random black guy running for his life.
the movie itself was pretty good,
but it was really long as fuck.
not that i would have liked a quickie,
but i started getting tired pretty quickly.
i even caught myself saying,
“hurry up and finish!”.
i don’t think transformers is the type of movie we watch to think anyway.
we just want to see shit getting blown up and crazy special effects.
it lived up to that.
ask me what the movie was about tho?
couldn’t tell ya.
i made an effort to “feel” good while i was outside.
i noticed i walked more confidently.
i didn’t have a care in the world.
i saw wolves that i wouldn’t kick out of bed,
but in a twist of fate,
i didn’t let them enter my mind past the physical.
i saw a muscular one who walked fresh out the gym,
but i didn’t feel that “lack” i normally have.
he didn’t look at me + not interested = not my type anyway.
it felt good to just be out ’n’ about in the new yawk streets.
while watching the movie,
i did imagine what it would be like if i was there on a date.
what position i would sit.
how i would make him go get some popcorn since i ate my hotdog so fast.
after the movie was over,
i went into a little pizza shop and got myself a slice.
i people watched for a bit,
but the humidity was out of control.
i use to hate going to the movies alone,
but i actually enjoyed going tonight by myself.
i feel i’ll be doing it more often.