I want you to lay back on this couch.
I want you to watch your breathing.
Now close your eyes and clear your mind….
Yup, thats it.
Now let’s go back a few years….
Think back to all the people you use to:
Wanted to Date
Wasted Time Dating….
Do you have any regrets?
“This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
On the, rise to the top, many drop, don’t forget
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets…”- Jay, Reasonable Doubt
Regrets from my end?
I had fun and came out un-scathed.
I won’t lie but I have dated a few dudes in my young life.
It wasn’t on no “ho” status but I did entertain quite a few dudes.
Damn I remember……
(licks lips) I also remember…….
But I wanted (bites lip)……………
I wonder what happened to……………….
Did….break up with ol girl……………….
A majority were either:
a “waste of time” or “coulda, shoulda, BUT not gonna”.
I paid my dues and still paying on some titles.
Now I am on a single journey where I know who I am and what I am looking for.
Know the difference between “a good fuck” and “a potential mate“.
Again, it’s life.
In our lifestyle,
we deal with, Lord knows, ALOT of men.
Some only want us for one night stands.
While others actually do care for us and want more than a good fling.
Men are supposedly said to be unfaithful creatures.
We are suppose to be prone to do the most cheating since we are hunters.
I can agree with that, but at what point in your life does that become old?
When in YOUR life did you want to start to settle down?
Or are you still in the middle of the game and having fun?
I know that I still have ALOT more playtime in me.
Funny, I was watching “The Game” and I wanted “that”.
Being with a “Derwin” and giving myself to someone and only that someone.
Discreetly of course.
Even though he cheated and got some ho pregnant,
you can see he was addicted to Girl Melanie.
I want someone to be addicted to me.