frustrated.
absolutely frustrated.
i had to escape to the bathroom to talk to god real quick.
it went something like this…
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you know what i realized today…
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“jamari check the calendar.
we have a meeting at 4pm today.
the vp and “liar liar” are also meeting with us.” – my boss.

oh jesus.
that is when i felt the butterflies in my stomach that wanting to escape out my butt…
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i’m not gonna lie.
that incident yesterday has me absolutely sick.
i went to sleep thinking about it.
woke up just the same.
it takes shit like this to bring a person back into reality.
lets you know every smiling face isn’t attached to a genuine spirit.
some people have learned to perfect their masks perfectly.
once you start climbing up the ladder,
it invokes a jealously in people that allows them to show their true colors.
“if one bitch was scheming on me,
who else is?”
i had to ask myself that day after.
nearly sabotaged.
almost fired.
smmfh.
i was watching reruns of “girlfriends” of bet when i called a close friend for advice.
this is what was said…
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when you’re on your high flying disk,
expect random things to happen out the blue.
things you didn’t anticipate to happen just happens.
like today for instance…
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ever since i been on my high flying disk (insider),
i have noticed a dramatic change in my life…
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