i was due for a day to relax.
i have been doing too much.
mentally.
physically.
emotionally.
workwolf-ally.
i felt burnt out and completely over everything.
so what i did?
stayed in bed 95% of the time.
that included:

catching up on the 5th season of “pretty little liars”
sleeping off and on
breaking my “no jack off” fast for the day
deep conditioning my hair

it was a really lazy “me” day.
in between all these things,
i thought about my situation with work wolf.
i came to a decision i think would be best…
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i was so tired earlier.
i fell asleep and woke up like it was a week day.

“FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

…and then i looked at my phone.
before i fell asleep tho,
i was thinking about this whole “work work” saga.
when i awoke,
i read the latest comments.
i have some “2am” thoughts…
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i often wonder:

“when do i cross the line with work wolf?”

i mean i done said almost everything “line crossed” to him.
i done complimented his looks,
body,
and even talked graphically about sex.
no disclaimers.
well when i admitted what i said about liar liar….
other than that,
he is always open to it.
well the minute i say something about someone else…
Continue reading “Work Wolf. Me. The Line. Crossed?” →

,
so after work wolf’s mental break last week,
he has been more visible this week.
is it wrong,
or weird,
to say i missed him?
today he didn’t text me until like 3pm or so.
i made the mistake of reading his message and not answering…
Continue reading “Oh Work Wolf, Where Art Thou?” →

“ive been gong through alot”

thats what work wolf texted me this afternoon.
a side of me didn’t want to answer.
i did and i responded…

Continue reading “Well Look At What The Work Wolf Dragged In” →

so i guess this may be the end of the “work wolf”saga.
it started with no texts from him.
cool.
give a pineapple some space.
see when i was walking towards the building this morning annnnnnnd…
he saw me and pretty much ignored me.
thats when i realized there is a shift aka the end in our relationship.
it hurt a little.
i felt that sting.
the embarrassment rung like bells in my head.
i asked myself something while at my desk today…
Continue reading “Did Work Wolf Leave Without Saying Goodbye?” →