lately,
i’ve been listening to the “waiting to exhale” soundtrack.
i know.
that isn’t a good sign.
it has me thinking about bernadine’s storyline in the movie.

she was the faithful wife,
thinking she was going to have a night out with her husband,
when he tells her that he is leaving her for a white vixen.

right now,
i am bernadine but i’m past the shock phase.
that was saturday when i heard the test of my emergency broadcast system.
today…

so kelly rowland is shedding for this new album,
talk a good game (june 18th).
aside from singing about her cooch,
she gets real in a new song called “dirty laundry”…

Continue reading “The Emancipation of Kelly Rowland?” →

First off: I want to thank EVERY person who left me love.
All your comments and all your emails.
It made me cry by all the love I was getting.
You came through for me
when I actually hit the floor and for that,
I am really appreciative.

*****

I will admit that I was getting “stuck”.
“He” was my one and only and helped provide me with nice things.
I was there for him and always had his back.
I did my job to make sure things went smooth and to receive love.
Who would have known that he wouldn’t recognize that and throw me to the side for a new “bitch”.
I almost felt like how Angela Bassett did in Waiting To Exhale.

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“I WAS YOUR WHITE MAN FOR FUCKING 5 YEARS.“

Yup.

I feel you Angela.
I feel you. 

Yesterday felt surreal.
Now that I am in my right mind…

LET’S GET INTO IT.
Continue reading “I Was Your Lover and Your Secretary, Working Every Day of the Week…” →

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Don’t forget to let me wet my finger tips
Write love letters back and forth across your lips
Spread my hips, count to eighty, eighty ways, eighty trips

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