*the part where i flipped my whole scalp over some nonsense today

You hit me,
tell me about your toxic relationship,
I give you advice,
you do the opposite.

You announce you are breaking up & moving out,
i support the decision,
you go back home in the course of 1 day.

You tell me you’re cheating,
I’m over it so i agree,
I say you’re back to your old ways,
you tell me i need to go get dick and stop trying to plan your life.

what?

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someone call state farm because i’ve crashed into the pandemic wall

*vent

Is it wrong to say I’ve been really going through it?

between the depression and the anxiety,
honestly,
i don’t know how i‘ve been making it through.
i woke up today legit crying my ass off.
it has been better than my usual waking up filled with anxiety.
this did start around the time the mercury retrograde reared its ugly head,
but i think i’ve hit the pandemic wall

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notes: emotionally battered and abused

abuse.
so i needed to vent.
i’ve been going through it and i felt like i was about to explode.
so i wanted to speak my truth for anyone who is willing to listen…

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It’s A Lonely Road Out The Landfill

have you ever looked at others and wonder why they get all the love?

you are just as smart,
talented,
and good looking,
but you get treated like the back of someone’s shoe.
you start to realize just how fake some folks were to you.
it’s like,
when you in their zone,
they have no choice than to smile in your face.
they co sign how everyone is wack.
they claim they got your back,
but once you not there anymore,
it’s like:

Who you?

…but they showing others all this love.
this is how i been feeling.
as of late…
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Andrew Caldwell Is The Wolf You Secretly Want To Smash

13316795_1015308285205739_424103224173172218_owho is andrew caldwell?
well he is a MAN bay-beeeeeeee.
that’s right.
he is the leader of all the males.
andrew caldwell is still out here looking for the “wimmenz”.
he is also a straight killa now too.
a ryda.
you know how he do.
he seems to have had some beef recently.
a f-bi sent me a video of him putting his foot down…
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All The Wolves In My Forest Might Like Pussy

largeeveryone makes it seem so easy to meet a wolf.
its real interesting.
they make it seem like something is wrong with you if you can’t.
or aren’t.
shiiiiiiiit something is probably wrong with me…
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