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an update to “ya’ll need to stop blackmailing these dl males before you end up killed”

Rule 1.
Jamari Fox knows if he chooses to mess with someone on the DL,
regardless of where that situationship ends up,
his secrets will ALWAYS stay with me.
Unless he is being reckless with his health,
what he does/did with me is between us.

i’ll font it again:

Some males can go nutso over the secret of their sexuality

i felt the victim (pictured above),
alex rodda,
was wrong in blackmailing someone over their sexuality as i stated in the original entry.
he didn’t deserve to die so viciously by a dl hyena tho.
( x read the story here for a refresher )
there is a final update to this story…

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she didn’t know her male friends would be silent as she was getting raped

ya know,
i don’t blame vixens for being bitches to males.
it’s stories like this that really bother me.
that vixen,
whose name is christine angelica dacera,
made this tiktok with hyenas who she thought were her supposed friends:

The night before the murder.????#JusticeForChristineDacera pic.twitter.com/vf0We9oXyo

— Primosantos (@Primosantos44) January 4, 2021

unfortunately,
those males were allegedly in the same room as she was being raped without doing anything to help…

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430 am with thoughts on my mind

i felt tired around 10 am and was mad hyped about it.
the melatonin i took helped as well.
i wanted to have a good night’s sleep where i actually slept through the night.
here i am,
on the foxhole,
because i woke up out of my sleep at 3 am….
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ya’ll need to stop blackmailing these dl males before you end up killed

i don’t know why people rush so fast to blackmail someone else.
it never ends well.
you see how it ends up in the movies and tv shows.
this is why i say when i’m done with a wolf,
i’m done with him completely.
if we were messing around on the low,
i’m not sending anything private that we shared in a mass group text.
nope.
i wish we could have pulled this young fox to side before his untimely death.
this 15 year old fox was killed by his 19 year old dl wolf because of blackmail…

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when love dies in your arms on the dance floor

we can spend a lifetime searching for the love of our lives.
dating ain’t easy ya’ll.
it requires a shit ton of energy tbh.
in this life,
we meet some males and think:

“YES!
THE ONE!
FINALLY!
I WON’T HAVE A HOUSE FULL OF CATS AND MEMORIES.“

…and a majority of the time,
it turns out to be “the one who was sent from satan“.

i haven’t given up on finding someone,
but i’m taking a sabbatical.
if someone comes along,
i’ll entertain,
but i’m done searching.
the following story broke my heart today.
life can have a weird sense of humor.
it was about a gay male by the name of pierre,
who moved from paris to atlanta.
he met the love of his life and well…

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confession: i’ve had sex 900 black males and it all started at 14 years old.

i don’t think we fully understand how serious addiction is.
some of us can relate to one (or more) of those things on that list.
i can name a few that i’ve indulged in.

A majority of gay males are addicted to sex.

sex,
for some,
is a way to feel seen and loved since that is extremely hard to find in this life.
some of us don’t look at other males as people,
but as conquests or something to worship.
some males want to sexually dominate the type of males that bullied them.
using our sexuality to control other males tends to be exhilarating.
its the only time many of us can feel in control of our lives tbh.
hell,
it’s the only time we actually feel “love” for 15-20 minutes.
i watched a video on “soft white underbelly” about a guy named philip.