its the ones who think it was a privilege to be in their lives

*i really liked her.
in my eyes,
she was the dopest person i met thus far.
imagine me telling others about how dope she was.
there i go,
boosting someone up because i really dug their energy.
when i really like someone’s energy,
i want them around.

in my world,
i felt we had a connection.
in her world,
i was disposable.
when i contacted her,
to find out why she was purposely ignoring me,
i got no answer
text thread deleted.
it dead hurt my feelings because i liked her.

i imagined us being good friends for a long time even after working together.
what an asshole i turned out to be.

some people are really delusional that it’s almost cute.
they think they are God’s gift to the creation and they benefit everyone in their life.
their parents did a horrible job of convincing them they were “someone”.


foxhole,
you know what i’m tired of?…

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