when i was a young millennial who was struggling with my sexuality,
i needed to hear “good luck, babe!” by chappell roan.

i heard it recently and it was like finding a lifeline.
she’s singing a Foxhole anthem of our young,
gay,
and dealing with the confused in love and lust.
the song tells the story of a lesbian who falls for another girl,
but that girl’s pretending to be straight.
“good luck, babe!” is chappell’s way of saying:

“You can’t suppress who you really are but I hope it all works out with the straights!
You’ll always fantasize about me but I hope things work out in your dead end relationship with home girl!”

with that gem of comfort and acceptance,
and because music is a solace for many of us during the good and bad,
i have to ask…

imagine you’re at a restaurant,
having lunch with your people,
and this happens…
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so during lunch today,
my home-vixen broke some news to me.
it was about a wolf jackal we both knew.
well she knew,
but he wanted me.
his “outcome” shocked me so much,
i nearly choked…
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i had an interesting talk with work wolf today.
was it the start the “movin on” process?
or did i shoot myself in the foot?
well he decided to be honest first…
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i was so late today to meet work wolf.
we hung out again.
yes.
i guess today was a two part saga.
one that was pretty revealing compared to last night…
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so i decided to try something new.
when work wolf texted me in the morning,
i would make sure to ignore it.
i had a lot of work i had to do anyway.
hell it would help me be focused.
he texted me in the morning and i put my phone in my drawer.

out of sight
out of mind

when i took my phone out my drawer in the afternoon,
i decided to reply back to his message…
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