you aren’t ready for love.
i’m not either.
not the way some of us carrying on.
myself included.
we have these fantasies of our perfect “potentials and prototypes”.
i post about them ever so often.
he looks like what we want to feel like on the inside.
we think because is so handsome,
and that his bawdy is together,
that he will the key to activating what we are missing inside.
hell a majority of them are worse off mentally and emotionally than us.
well i had a lot of thoughts about it last night.
i had to wonder if i haven’t found a wolf because i’m not ready for one?
lets say i got that crush from my job,
or anyone of the crushes from my past,
and he fucked me completely stupid and never called me again,
would i REALLY be able to handle that?
probably not.
not where i am right now in life.
have i been looking for someone to love me,
to see the beauty in me,
rather than me learning to truly love myself?
i had to wonder…

Can a “potential” teach you how to love yourself?

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you ever heard a song that literally described who you were,
or what you were dealing with,
at that very moment?
you had to listen to it over and over because it was like therapy?
well this is it…
my super fav,
rihanna,
along with kanye west and sir paul mccartney,
dropped an acoustic track called “fourfiveseconds” on surprise.
i could not have needed it more…
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i’ve been binge watching this show called “the comeback”.
irony.
i just literally finished watched the latest episode of the second season.
the season finale is actually this sunday at 9pm on hbo.
one of the older snow bunnies at work was raving about this show a week ago.
i’m always down for some good tv so i said “why not?”.
the show revolves around friends alum phoebe aka lisa kudrow character,
valerie cherish,
but it’s the plot i found to be rather interesting as well…
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how funny…
i started typing this and k michelle’s “drake would love me” came on.
i believe drake has a good heart.
you can tell he was raised good.
one of his fans posted a heartfelt comment about how they wanted to give up.
this is what he allegedly said…
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so today i tested out my sample of prada amber pour homme.
i didn’t smell it at sephora,
just like terres d’hermes,
so i was praying to god that i liked it.
being stuck wearing a scent that smells like poison all day?
no bueno.
so i sprayed it on my naked body,
making sure to hit all my pressure points,
and put on a more dressed down look:

lightish blue dress shirt
skinny red tie
dark blue dress pants
dark blue trench coat
brown shoes
brown belt
brown duffle bag

i like to dress in theme so i called this one:

young fox; wall street

…and walked out the door for work.
i was early.
when i say that this scent throughout the day…
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well its that time again.
fall.
well not officially.
once clocks go back,
and the day turns to night early
then its fall in my book.
fall also means its time for:

nice jackets
layers
scarves
sweaters

my favorite!
fall also means its time to splash new scents to spray on your fur.
yes!
its time to put away summery colognes away and introduce your fall scent.
ones that won’t make us suffocate during cuddle time.
so i had to ask for fox swagg purposes…

What scent are you rockin’ this fall/winter?…

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