when i have no direction,
The Universe literally takes the wheel for me.
I believe.

so i was laying in the dark earlier.
i’ve been fighting something trying to bring me down all day.
i had a nightmare last night that kick-started the bs.
on the positive,
i was randomly scrolling fandango and found 1 ticket for “endgame” later.
i should be happy about that,
but i wasn’t.
i made the mistake of scrolling through the big set up that is social media.
where everyone looks so perfect,
skin is poppin’,
outfits are red carpet ready.
here i was:
a slight food baby,
a little gassy,
nd breaking out on my chin.
i’m probably over exaggerating with how i feel inside.
i don’t feel sexy,
a list,
or even wanted today.
so i randomly found myself on keith powers page.
he was in my explorer page.
i saw he posted a video with this caption:

this is the video…

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i love to witness power in action.
hd and surround sound.
it’s gives a feeling that is unexplainable.
it’s like a source of energy.
that’s how i felt when i saw “beychella” last year at like 1am.
beyonce is power and many of us feed off of her.
she dropped her “homecoming: the live album” today,
which is the entire “beychella” set…
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quiet as kept,
i find males like russell wilson to be hot af.
one of my fantasies is to fall in love with someone like him.
you know those types.
the ones that people think wouldn’t be into you,
or you being into them,
but little do they know that it ain’t even like that.
everyone thought russell was the cornball who’d end up with a snow vixen.
i’m sure we thought ciara would end up with another thug.
boy,
where we all wrong.
secretly,
i like a hot geek.
one who has a hot bawdy and will keep you tight…

Continue reading “fuck the attentionistos; marry the russell wilson” →

i kept seeing ^him on my ig explorer page.
i found out his name is zed.
this is zed’s boyfriend,
ray:

he is equally as fine.
well zed and ray are two wolves,
aka tops for those who are new in the foxhole,
that met on grindr.
this is their story via “intomore”…
Continue reading “two tops, in a relationship, who never smashed each other (unicorns?)” →

i don’t want to say i’ve given up on love,
but i’ve taken a hiatus.
i’ve spent so many years desperately looking for a wolf,
but these days,
i find more joy being happy and content with myself.
i appreciate other males,
and how good they look,
but “good looks” doesn’t always lead to a “good man”.
hell,
neither is an ugly or “nice” one.
it’s no secret that a majority of males are trash.
after getting my heart broken a few times,
or falling for the wrong wolves,
i’ve found peace learning to love myself.
i was a whole mess out here.
when i see videos of ryan cleary and his new bae tho…
Continue reading “ryan clearly and his bae made me realize something within myself” →

i read jay bought bey one of the dragon eggs.
so i’m not worthy.
they tried to tell me,
and even some of you tried to tell me,
but i didn’t listen.
this sorta was a teachable moment for me.

“Don’t judge a book by it’s cover”?

maybe,
that’s it.
since saturday,
i have been getting my soul snatched.
from a wolf?
i don’t think a wolf could ever entertain me like this.
my tv tho?
oh yes…

Continue reading “i want 3 dragons now” →