Are We Gonna Throw The Whole Life Away? (Whats Next?)

i kinda see why most of us take our chances with the “curious straights”.
it isn’t the politically correct thing to do,
but there are many of us who just don’t do the gay chat sites.
entries like the last one keep a foxholer on guard nowadays.
i miss when things were just starting

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The Dark At The End of the Blogging Tunnel

“why do you keep doing that blog then?
if you feel like no one takes you seriously,
it’s okay to want to end it…”

that’s what the pretty vixen told me yesterday…
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I Want To Feel It So That I See It

 

Have you ever come to a point in your life where you’re waiting for the plot twist?

not the ones that are in horror movies.
i mean,
like,
the one you are doing all you can to get by,
but you’re just waiting for that moment when your dreams finally come true?
yeah.
i know you do.
i’m there myself.
i’ve been feeling rather stuck mentally and emotionally.
sometimes,
i wonder if i’ll ever live the life i desire.
yours might be a little different than mine.
see mine…

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“I Can’t Date A Male Who Is Out”

i was having an interesting conversation with a wolf tonight.
the one i have a high key crush on.
he was telling me about his life and the gays he use to run with.
straight up he said…

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You Are Trying Too Hard To Wear The Wrong Fur


prodigy’s death brought back a ton of memories for me yesterday.
when that “infamy” album came out,
i was such a hood rat.
i’m not even playing with you.
i was hanging with the drug dealin’ wolves,
skippin’ school,
smoking stupid amounts of weed/trying other drugs,
and wearing clothes about 3 sizes too big.
at that time in my life,
i was so depressed and rebelling.
i lost one parent and the other was on the way out.
i was trying to be accepted by those i thought was cool.
that was the time i stopped speaking to star fox too.
i was having fun,
but damn sure wasn’t happy tho.
this all goes back to living your truth

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Congrats! You’ve Been Banished!

in life,
you will not get along with everyone.
there will be times you will beef with certain folks you meet.
it’s normal.
this whole mo’nique issue made me sit and think about being blackballed.
with so many sensitive personalities nowadays,
it’s easy for someone to have you eradicated from what you love.
you gotta cater to their fragile egos in fear you being ruined.

the manager vixen who wants to make all the males her bitches
the gay supervisor that can get catty if you don’t flirt back with him
the snow wolf who is borderline racist but tolerant to an extent

even working a simple 9 to 5 with some of these managers and supervisors.
i had to wonder

How do you really get banished?

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