so last night,
i talking to my straight wolf friend about life and the bullshit in mine.
i was telling him about people who hurt you but end up getting farther in life.
why does this happen?
is this god with a sense of humor?
well he told me that shit like that is just life.
some bad people go to higher places and good people are left confused.
during the convo,
he reminded me of something i taught him when he was going through it with his ex-chick.
something i call,
“put it all on the table”.
something he lives by and never forgot.
its funny how people have to remind you how good you are.
i’m passing it on to the foxhole today.
this will be fun!
come to the front of the class…
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i have a question...
and i don’t know how it will come off…
i thought i’d ask…
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do you believe that?
i do.
call me a hopeless romantic.
call me optimistic.
hell call me stupid.
i try to believe that my “right now” isn’t my “forever”.
i saw that quote last night while trolling the grand theft auto boards for help.
yes.
yes i am quite addicted.
i put it in evernote to remind myself to show everyone today.
don’t stay thirty my friends.
stay hopeful better is coming!

control.
your control.
control in what you say.
control in what you do.
are you really doing it your way?
some of us in life want to be in control of everything.
we have to make sure things go smoothly.
when they don’t,
it can equal a disaster.
for the rest,
they live life on their terms.
they have fun and jump head first.
rocks or water,
who cares!
just jump and pray god has your back towards the bottom.
i had to ask…

Do you like to always be in control?

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i always liked this beyonce song,
“save the hero”.
i think i mentioned that before.
the lyrics are a true testimony of my life.
you know the person who is always there for others,
acts like the super hero,
goes above and beyond to make sure they are okay,
keeps a great reputation,
but when the super hero goes home and takes their mask off…
who saves them?
i had someone who use to save me.
someone i felt comfortable to talk to and share myself with.
he has passed on and it has left me a complete mess.
my life is a fuckin mess.
do you still like me now?
i know people like living in a fantasy of others these days.
at least i have the balls to admit it.
a long piece ahead…

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“i mean he cute.
*looks at him with judgment*
ok he is totally not my type.
he has no hair on his head,
he looks like he is 7 months pregnant,
and his style is something out last year’s tj maxx catalog.
*now with non judgment*
he is nice and makes he laugh.
i just don’t… know…
what do i know?
the last couple wolves who were my type were dogs.
i don’t even know if you would call them dogs.
dogs are at least loyal.
these were… pack rats.
they just waited to get my goodies,
snuck in this muthafucka on some late night shit,
and then they ran.
i was told you have to kiss a few frogs to meet your prince.
well i must have kissed the whole damn swamp!
somehow i ended up in africa and now i’m on a date with a wildebeest.
smh.
so do i give him a chance?
or do i polite turn him down?
i mean he is paying for this date and hasn’t hinted about having my legs on his shoulders.

the last wolf couldn’t even pay for a honey bun at the bodega,
yet he could afford to buy weed faithfully.
whats a boy to do?….”
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