jamari fox

Everything All Adds Up To The B Word.

i found myself sitting in my room saturday.
i needed some time away from the monstrous shit that had become my last few days.
from bills to bastards, i was already up to my neck in bullshit.
then, friday in my entry box, all hell broke.
it continued into the am to a pointless battle.

so in my solitude, i had my iTunes on genius shuffle.
i always find it funny how my computer could mix the exact music to fit my mood.
i was feeling a little sad, kinda depressed, a tad optimistic, but a lot of blah.
human nature by madonna came on.
bedtime stories.
the words of the song stuck out with me.
i had to stop what i was doing and just be….

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The Biggest Dick That Ever Fucked Your Mind Up

i did it again.
i’m starting to think this is a thrill for me.
some people get on roller coasters.
some people jump off cliffs.
some people wrestle alligators.
i like to mind fuck.
i like to slowly penetrate into a wolf’s head.
i play around inside a bit.
find out his weaknesses.
what your interests are, “who you be with”?
things to make you smile, what numbers to dial
you gon’ be here for a while, I’m gon’ go call my crew
you go call your crew
we can rendezvou at the bar around two…..
sorry.
i went there.
anyway, what makes him tick,
why he do what he do….ya know?
little by little,
I like to make my presence known until he comes to me…..