Everybody’s like,
“He’s no item! Please don’t like him.
He don’t wife ’em,
he one nights ’em!” – excuse me miss, jay z

everyone wants to hook up.
hell i want to hook up.

“when in rome,
do what the romans do…?”

well i just have a specific type i want to hook up with.
if i’m going to lay on my back,
or my side…
or on my knees…
(you get the idea)
i’m going to hook up with (baller) wolves i’m actually attracted to.
i refuse to hook up for the sake of hooking up.
i mean that’ll pretty much be a one nighter.
well “hooking up” this new dating scene.
the straights and the gays are simply raving about it.
i like to call it:

“the hook up culture”

basically its…

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FOXMAIL

A good topic for foxmail.

So Jamari, I have this homie that just got into a little situation.

I met this dude on A4A about a year ago. We flirted heavy and when we finally met he literally made my mouth drop he was so attractive. 6′ 200lbs bald head, neat beard, swole body and swole ass too. We actually sat down ate, talked about everything and saw a movie.

Long story short, after the movies, his ass was dessert and he sucked my dick took a nap on my chest and woke up and sucked my dick so more. Now usually I can deal with no strings attached sex, but something was just so different and genuine about him. I held this dude’s hand and I’m not the sentimental type at all. I got the feeling it was more for him too, being that he wanted me to stay and he kissed and hugged me before I left that night.

No contact for two weeks! I can’t lie I was completely depressed about it.

He finally hits me out of the blue and basically acts as if that whole night never happened. I don’t know why, but I just went along with it despite the fact my feelings were really hurt to the core. Eventually I just bury the feelings and try to be friends. We work out together a lot and he’s been a pretty good friend. I have also gone out of my way to be a good friend to him as well.

So fast forward to today and he’s began this relationship with this new dude and I know I should be happy for him but I’m not.

He’s talking about how he’s finally having sex again and this dude is taking him on dates and now they’re working out together.

In the past, despite what was going on in my own personal life, I could always be happy and supportive for friends.

I really don’t like the person that’s feeling like this. I don’t know if I’m still pissed he completely ignored our first experience together, or jealous that he’s found someone, or sad that I’ve always been alone, or worried I’ll always be alone, or just a combination of everything.

I just hate thinking “I hope it won’t last.” or “He’s greek. He’s probably fucking a multitude of dudes and you’re the flavor of the moment. Don’t get too excited.”

 I just feel like I always fall into this role of being the odd man out. The “friend”. I usually resort to unhealthy and risky behaviors to deal.

I know I sound salty as fuck, but it’s making me re-evaluate some shit man.

All these nigga’s phone numbers I have in my phone, freaks, homies, friends and no one to check on me since I’ve been secluding to my room with this flu all week. NO ONE!

Then to add insult to injury this dude is introducing his new bitch to his other friends. I been cool with this dude for over a year and I’ve met no one but you known this dude one month and you’re introducing him to your friends at happy hour.

Am I just fighting my true nature by forcing these sorry excuses for friendships? 

Am I completely fucked up bruh?

MY ANSWER…

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hook up.
you know how it goes.
this is to piggy back off that entry last night.
you meet a “name” on a chat site.
“finenig4u”
“dltop123”
“eatyacakes69”
“bangdatbackout143”
“hollaatme6187906568392”
you know the type.
one of the many “i’m a WOLF” screen names.
he has a body shot as his default.
pecs.
abs.
arms.
sold.
the rest of his pictures are hidden.
so it goes something like this…

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“d4d” meaning “death for dick”.
yes everyone,
add another “online hook app gone wrong” to the foxhole archives.
this time it involves the victim,
dino dizdarević,
and the online app of choice,
grindr…
Continue reading “Hey Kids! Another “D4D” Hookup Story! (Gather Round)” →

wouldn’t that hurt?
would his dick be wanted after?
would it be a messy crime scene?
well her words:

not mine.
that is amanda bynes.
she use to be the top teen comedian on nickelodeon.
i think she started out with nick cannon.
she had numerous hit movies and even a tv show.
i thought she would end up on snl the way she was going.
well she tweeted this last night…

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The entertainment industry is a funny place.

 …and I’m NOT laughing.

Sure, it is the glitz and glam that attracts people.
The worship of what you may think is an “idol”.
The egoes and even bigger attitudes.

Realistically, it is all smokes and mirrors.
One of which has fooled the likes of me.
Maybe I knew deep down inside?
Or, maybe I just wanted to not know but then I did?
As I journey deeper into this industry, I am starting to wonder…

What is really real?

Continue reading “The Entertainment Industry: Where Crushes Come To Die.” →