my foxy senses are intense these days.
more intense than normal.
i seem to pick up people’s energy really quickly nowadays.
lately at work,
i’ve been feeling like an outcast at the “cool table” at work.
that shouldn’t bother me because i’ve always been an outcast.
with some of the straight wolves at my job,
i can feel the distance from them.
even with some males and foxholers i converse with online.
it’s a weird season for me.
as i was coming home on the train today,
i had some really intense energy about mi.
in my head,
i got these random thoughts that she had died or something…

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so remember trans vixen,
muhlaysia booker,
who was beaten so savagely in the streets?
( x see the entry here )
well,
the story for her didn’t end well.
a foxholer sent me the update via “fox 4“…
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okay…
ima need some of ya’ll not to go to ed buck’s crib.
i know the hunt for a sugar daddy is real,
but ima need ya’ll to another avenue.
last year in july,
a black gay male was found dead at ed’s house.
his name was gemmel moore and he was an alleged escort.
well another black male was found dead at ed’s spot today.
this is what a foxholer sent me…

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you’d look at this pic of this handsome pre baller wolf,
marquis brown,
and think he was living the good life.
he was the rb for duquesne university in pittsburgh.
he’s in hawaii,
has portrait mode showing his best side,
and looks like he’s about to go fuck some shit up.
his ( x instagram ) showed he seemed happy too.
as many others do on social media,
that’s all his highlight reel.
who knows what was really going on within.
marquis is dead and everyone is left with a ton of questions.
^that pic was his final post before his death.
he left the caption:

a foxholer sent me the news over the weekend.
this is more from what i gathered from “usa today”…
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one of her final posts.
foxhole,
you know what’s eerie to me?
seeing someone’s social media posts before their deaths.
like,
this was their last moments before the end.
well that is the story for reality star,
lyric mchenry.
she was one of the co stars in ej johnson’s reality show,
“ejnyc”.
she was found dead in the bx after a night of partying on her birthday.
this is the story via people…
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folks are forever shocked when someone kills themselves.
i guess since i’ve suffered with depression,
i know that journey all too well.
i’m not one who is surprised anymore,
especially when it came to the well off.
before,
i use to be confused for selfish reasons.

“this person has all this money,
can go anywhere in the world,
and probably has no worries…”

again: i was looking from a material perspective.
i get it now tho…

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