my anxiety is back in full force again.
i’m not sleeping through the whole night.
i’m waking up to throw up at like 4 or 5 am.
during another night of stomach issues,
i woke up with something on my mind.
it’s been on my mind for a while now.
after my hiv scare years ago,
i haven’t felt as comfortable to have random sex.
scrolling through dating and sex apps don’t excite me as they once did.
i don’t have many male gay friends to go out with.
i thought i met a poi i was 100% attracted to,
but he might be entertaining a vixen these days.
 i had to wonder...

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some black males be so embarrassing when the date outside their race.
it don’t matter who they are,
there is always this layer of corn that surrounds them.
i saw this picture trending on twitter and had to roll my eyes…
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i need consistency to bloom.
it’s something i crave.
it turns me on when a wolf that’s into me is consistent.
alas,
i’m meeting way too many males who are strange af.
how are we doing it folks?
you meet a dude,
either in real life or online…

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i always sawa older white male or a dl baller wolf for this one.
i always font that milan christopher looks like he has a few stories in his black book.
well everyone is having an issue with his latest romance.
check out who he appears to be dating now…
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you read right.
they don’t.
now this isn’t males who were labeled “private dick” in your contacts.
these are for the males you desperately wanted to get to know and date…

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FOXMAIL

MY ANSWER…

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