i been in a funky mood as of late.
things been real “blah” in my world.
from this idiot temp i’m training,
my mouth issue, which has finally started going down tremendously,
and just feeling aggravated as of late.
its been a busy week. jamari fox has been in a real “b” word. everyone has noticed. i’m sure you have.
last night i came in after a long day and crashed.
i was extremely tired.
well work wolf hit me up and asked me if i wanted to chill tonight.
“yo” “yoooooo” “where u at?” “u ok?” “jamari u okay?”
i’m starting to realize that… one of the greatest weapons you can posses is being nice. yes. you read right. i’m actually saying this.
for a long time,
i thought being “the asshole” was better. nasty, ignorant, MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY, “UH UH NO YOU DIH’NT”. asshole. you know those types.
i’ve witnessed people bowing down to those who were mean and nasty.
its hard not to think you have to become that to gain respect. well guess what? it takes experiencing something to see that it’s not what you want… Continue reading “Don’t Take Me Being Nice For Weakness”
i’m not gonna lie.
that incident yesterday has me absolutely sick.
i went to sleep thinking about it. woke upjust the same.
it takes shit like this to bring a person back into reality.
lets you know every smiling face isn’t attached to a genuine spirit.
some people have learned to perfect their masks perfectly.
once you start climbing up the ladder,
it invokes a jealously in people that allows them to show their true colors. “if one bitch was scheming on me, who else is?” i had to ask myself that day after.
almost fired. smmfh.
i was watching reruns of “girlfriends” of bet when i called a close friend for advice. this is what was said… Continue reading “You’re Screwing With The Wrong Person”
last night’s scandal completely blew me away.
i want to focus on the one thing that gave me the inspiration to write this.
if you haven’t watched it yet,
watch it ( x here ). if you have then… Continue reading “Look Bitch!”
“well you should at least be somewhat over it by now.”
say the fuck what?
when i say i cussed my “friend” the fuck out last night? all while listening to “take me to the king” on repeat.
he had to hang up the phone on me.
i called back and it went to voice mail. shiiiiiit….